it's todaaaaay~! the release of.. DIM! :D :D :D   because i was obviously unable to purchase it *cries* i am going to obviously proceed to listen to it through the internets... and gush over it :3 but yeh in other news.. oh, firstly

yesterday i was reading about GACKT [apparently it's capitals now, seeing as he's getting old lol] and i didn't know his real name was Gackt o.o well, Gakuto... i thought it was Gackt as his stage name and Gakuto as the Japanised version of it! but it's the other way around.. and his name is Gakuto Kamui... i.e. Gackt Camui... lol i feel so lame D:   but i'm not a J POP person so yeah you must excuse me please (:

and.. Hamasaki.. AYUMI! haha she had a show called Ayuready? !!!   i thought that was so tricky... but yeh, her song Sparkle is super catchy... and omg... the beginning of Ayumi Hamasaki's childhood sounds almost exactly like mine!!! well, this bit from wikipedia...

Born in Fukuoka Prefecture, Hamasaki was raised by her mother and grandmother. Her father had left the family when she was three and never again came into contact with her. Because her mother worked to support the family, Hamasaki was primarily taken care of by her grandmother.

okay besides the obvious untruth like being born in Fukuoka Prefecture... that sounds like me lol!! well, yeh i dunno technically at what age my real father left, but i think 3 sounds pretty close..? <--- plus i have never been in contact with him O:    and yeh, my mummy always worked so my grandma took care of me O:  though my grandpa was there too he was always away working or picking mushrooms or something so, another unsimiliar bit but yeah... i was like.. WOAH~  so i feel connected to Ms Hamasaki now d:   haha   <---- okay i know no one cares about my history *lol*   but the connection just made it weird... okay, i bet theres SQUILLIONS of people with that same beginning, but Hamasaki was the first i noticed so similar to mine so yeh, ignore my *oh my gosh so cool connection* thing haha...

um yeah.. i forgot all the other stuff i was going to say :/     well, lately i have been feeling like i am waiting for something BIG! i don't know what, but yeah... hopefully it's NOT my birthday because August sucks :/  though, selfishly, i am looking forward to it because i might get a Tablet.... so selfish ;______;  i'm sorry

BUT today... i was in ceramics at lunch time working on my clay head thing.. and there was this girl [2 years above me] drawing on a tablet on a computer so i was like *omg so cool* and then she was telling the teacher how she was searching for all these graphic/comuter design/multimedia/game design course things in uni and i thought 'woah that's what i want to do' and then she said something about, if that fails, she'd go do Japanese at TAFE or something and i thought 'woah she has the same dreams as me o.o' and then she started talking about Porco Rosso [O: O: O:] and then my teacher started talking about how she watched it the other day! and how she watched Howl's Moving Castle! and then she was gushing about how awesome it was and it makes American stuff look crap [lol] so yeah i thought if i didnt subtly butt in i would die.. so i was like 'oh, Howl's Moving Castle?' and Ms Teacher says 'O: yes! have you seen it?' 'oh yes i have' 'and Porco Ross? Spirited Away?' yes! they are AWESOME' 'hmm i don't really like Princess Mononoke or Tales from Earthsea' 'have you seen Castle of Cagliostro?' 'no!! *gasp* ones i haven't seen? o noes!' '*to other girl* have you heard of it?' 'oh yes... *something something* yeah you know Death Note?' me - OMIGOD I LOVE THAT SHOW! *various conversationing about Death Note and how America will kill it with their Americanised movie version* yeh then Ms Teacher left so we discussed stuff... and yeah she went to Japan with the school *jealous* and she did distance Japanese like me! but she liked the classroom thing more.. and she had the same Sensei as me O: and yeh she said how cool he was.. and he really is.. he's so EPICALLY AMUSING and yeh our conversation trailed off lol

listening to DIM version of LEECH and it sounds slightly different to me than the single version o.o  maybe my ears are broken... AND i realised why i was looking forward to A MOTH UNDER THE SKIN (:  through some super ninja skills... my subconscious self must've realised that AOI wrote the music for it... so yeah that's how it is ^___________^    <----- i know, what a LAME deduction haha...


eeh... well, YESTERDAY was slightly shockingful.. not really it was just a kind of 'whut?' thing... well, anyway... so school started on Monday and our timetable fully changed and crap... and so sport was moved to Tuesday ;_________;   now i have NO reason to ever skip a sport day because now sport day is shared with DOUBLE ENGLISH and MATHS and JAPANESE so... CAN'T SKIP IT AHHH! but, point is *no one had read the timetable so we didn't bring our uniforms* [okay i had read it but i was taking advantage of the situation so i didn't bring it lol] so first 40 minutes was sitting in a class discussing weight training bla bla bla no don't make me do it no! and then we went up to the weird gym room with equipments... and yeh i just sat on a bench thing doing nothin because i really don't like gyms and yeh i'm not going to attempt anything in a skirt :/  i have more humility than the rest of the class! anyway... so it dragged on -_____-" then...
20 mins before the end of class.. this teacher came to see me... 'hello i'm bla bla and i'm the student welfare councillor' my thoughts were 'holy crap she's going to talk about my lack of socialising isn't she o.o' so yes, she takes me away from PE [yayayayay couldn't she have come EARLIER] and we go to her office and she tells me that some teachers and students have been worried about my lack of friends [omg lol i sound so loser haha] and yeh i thought 'zomigod students are worried about me?' so yeh she asked all this stuff, i assume to check if i was disturbed or anything but yeh she saw i was fine lol.. and she rang my mummy :/  and then my mummy and i discussed what they had discussed and she told me that she had told the councillor that i did not make friends with people in my school because i was too intellectual and they were dumb and they would make me dumber.. o.o and i told my mum OMIGOSH YOU DON'T SAY THAT TYPE OF THING *mortified* but that is basically the reason... i'm sorry i'm so horrible and biased towards smart people D:   i'm SO SORRY but dumb people annoy me! but yeh all the dumb ones will leave next year and go to their apprenticeships and i-don't-need-to-learn-as-much-doing-this stuff... so yeh please don't think i'm some obnoxious arrogant person now D:

and now i just looked at the DIM track times.. WHAT THE HECK IT HAS LIKE 5 INTERVAL SONG THINGS! [under 1 minute long] need THE INVISBLE WALL pv to watch lol... oh! yesterday the dude came back to the J-Pop Show :D  consequently, the first song that they played was... ASCENDEAD  MASTER    yayayay~   it's always fun to hear songs by Versailles -Philharmonic Quintet- because... they're songs are about 2x longer than more common songs... so it's double the Visual Kei/Rock goodness (:   *win*   plus obviously Kamijo has an epic voice at Teru, Hizaki, Jasmine You and Yuki are super skilled at their instrumentalising...    

lol just looked at that entry where i was noting the DIM song titles and am sad to see that 3 i was looking forward to are just instrumental thingies.. eight now i am listening to 13 STAIRS[-]1  which has music written by Uruha according to wikipedia? super skills!  Distress and Coma now... ooooh~

yeh it's cold here... ah! we have new electives at school... and... Mind Matters [basically, Psychology] is so... GAH I WANT TO KILL THIS DUDE IN MY CLASS! i want to pull out his tongue and scratch his face off! seriously, i just cannot stand his presence in the class! constantly saying some stupid thing or not shutting up. seriously, I WANT TO FRIGGIN LEARN SOMETHING NOT CONSTANTLY HERE VOICES FROM YOUR FAT HEAD! ahdfsakfhaljh ahhh ;_________;  and like 5 other dudes just don't shut up either... omg whyyyy... and the teacher basically doesn't care... just very good-humoured... with her only counter-measure being 'stop talking'... *sigh* i can't stand like... 20 weeks of this D:  and.. today when we were supposed to have a double.. in the second half, our teacher had to go to a Year 12 meeting in the theatre, so the class was dragged along and just sat in the back doing nothing :/    so i was annoyed...   lol i'm sorry i sound again like such a loser

and.. OHMYGOD WHY WON'T MY ENGLISH TEACHER FRIGGIN COME BACK! it's really getting to me.. the whole holidays i have been excited to hand my assignment in yeh, so... Monday i discover that we don't have English because our timetable changed :/  so i am excited about Tuesday because we have double English.. BUT we have a SUBSTITUTE ;______;  and he just tells us to read Animal Farm which i don't own because i read it last year and it sucks so i was reading The Black Tulip... then, today... the SUB IS STILL THERE AHHH and he gives us an assignment which we are to do in pairs. PAIRS! WHY PAIRS! why not INDIVIDUALLY like everything else (: or at least groups because.. pairs is not good for me.. bad! bad! bad! but yeh... COME BACK MR ENGLISH TEACHER BEFORE I GO CRAZY. because, my English teacher is awesome (:  and yeh he called my mum and told her how awesome i was one day when teachers had to call all the students' parents to warn them of a bushfire-staying-home-day and yeh.. well, my mum told me how he told her how good i was so i guess i believe her d:           and... i STILL have not got my report D:   and Shiroki Uutsu is really awesome! i am enjoying listening to it...

and there are so many exciting releases to look forward to in the near future! alice nine. single on August 5, Girugamesh single on August 5, abingdon boys school single on August 26, Versailles -Philharmonic Quintet- album on September 16 and Plastic Tree album on September 24! yaaaaay~ :D

hmm.. eating some weird Asian biscuit things... theyre kind of salty... but kind of tastless... but kind of an underlying sweetness. they look like the sweet kind of biscuit, but their taste is really... i dunno, very... subtle? but yeah, yummy...

okay i have recently really been growing attached to THE INVISIBLE WALL so i will comment about this song... i love the whispering that Ruki does about 40 seconds into the song.. and how the guitars are like.. DUN UN.. DUN dun [and it shows Reita playing his bass and it sounds super awesome and powerful]  and then comes the.. scream which i REALLY like haha :D   but yeh.. the guitars sound so epic.. and, you know, a few days ago i had this dream... and on the tv[on Rove lol] they were playing that beginning bit of THE INVISIBLE WALL... and then they played a Dir en grey song which i had stuck in my head all day after the dream but whose name i could NOT remember! so yeah, cool dream with GazettE music! and the Dir en grey song that i dreamt about was not even one i really liked so... :/

umm, i guess i could go check in the Asian media stuff store if they have DIM.. SUPER unlikely, but since they had Miyavi's album, i thought 'wow... maybe...' so yeh, maybe i will try go there the coming weekend... and yeh i guess i will end off here (:  unless i think of some other exciting thing to add lol... listening to OGRE... it's weird o.o             omg... DIM SCENE... its beginning is so.. pretty ;_________;  it's all violin-y and nice.. omg lol

um, yeh a few days ago i was in a shop with my mummy buying food (:  and infront of me i saw this box, and the top half of the brand name was showing, so it looked like REITA and i was like.. 'omg woaaaah' but then the thing in front of the box was moved and it actually said DEITA :/    disappointing...




are they not so cute :D :D :D    especially Reita lol... cuute~




yay Aoi so cute :D   lol Off Shot of No. [666]   <---- amusing... Uruha has silver hair...




RUKI FACE    O:

i would just like to say that i think THE INVISIBLE WALL has a very cool PV so far! well, the 2-ish minutes that i've seen of it look cool! it kind of gives off a traditional Japanese room feeling? very Zen..? and I like Ruki's shiny shiny gloves （・∀・）     ahhh how do you even type those emoticons! i have to subtly copy them from a website lol.. but yeh i have NO idea how to type those upside down As and stuff D: D: D:

anyway.. well, i was discussing with dimension_gurl ... Ruki's voice... it was kind of like, the other members are progressing forward, but Ruki might be holding them back because of his smoking? and maybe that THE INVISIBLE WALL was the song that was troubling him... not meaning to say anything against him! i ADORE Ruki's voice! But if he doesn't cut down on the smoking he could end up like Kyo ;______;   and then he'll feel more pressured; the others will advance with their instrument skills and Ruki will be stuck behind.. iyah it's sad ;____;    .... i really like the guitars in the song! they kind of reminded me of Cockroach... and the drumming sounded really cool... the bit at about 2 minutes which sounds kind of marching band-like? it's so cool... though i think Ruki's voice in that song has yet to grow on me... or maybe it's just the chorus i don't really adore yet... ahh there's more songs to come... with the release!   i really want to buy the limited edition... it seems that the first press version comes with a poster O:

okay i'm so lazy i can't be bothered to type this and i really need sleep... yeh.. i have work experience and stuff at the library and i've found so many cool books i want to read O:   i'm reading one currently called The Train Man... IT IS SO COOL! but i keep forgetting to borrow it... i just read it there haha... but omg it is really really really cool so far... i know my descriptions are useless, just 'kyah, so cool!' and no info on the book.. but yeh i don't want to explain them for fear of runing them... not as in ruining the plot... but as in, i might make it sound lame... for example, FFVII: Advent Children could sound REALLY lame if i said 'it is about a man named Cloud trying to find the cure to a mysterious illness for the orphans living with him and his super best buddy Tifa... but he is persued by three silver haired guys'... see, that sounds TERRIBLE... but when you see the movie it's like 'woah  epic CG graphics!'

okay reading about Train Man and oh my gosh lol... it has been made into a series, a movie, 5 manga adaptations o.o and the book i'm reading... and other stuff... haha and it's apparently based on a true-ish story... holy crap thats so intense lol.. i think i will watch the drama! along with LIFE... and ahh i still need to watch Nodame wo Cantible... and Iris... which doesn't exist yet? it sounds cool i want to see... and i'm meant to see some Korean drama that i forgot the name of.. oh.. Full House.. (:

gaaaah Internet Explorer sucks man [no offence] well.. the older one was cool.. the currentest one fails.. so yeah Mozilla win (:  even though it seems to have lots of evil cookies and Trojan crap... ahhh   and yeah i'm too tired to finish this so i'll stop now... reading Train Man


okay i wrote that two days ago (:  yay.. lazy... -________-"   um yeh i finished reading Train Man and dear god it is sososososososoossoso good.. in fact it has made me get over the awesomeness of The Harsh Cry of the Heron which was SO EPICALLY GOOD OMIGOD! and yeh.. i don't think i can read anything for a while unless it is overwhelmingly good... so i need to return my random books that i borrowed *lol* well, i managed to borrow and read manga Monster.. which is really interesting.. so yeah... and i finished Work Experience! AND yay they're getting Underground by Haruki Murakami and i'm happpppy!

but yeh mainly OMIGOD MICHAEL JACKSON IS DEAD ;_______________;     guys.. that is SAD SAD SAD! he is SO COOL! . i am sad! not like, grieving sad.. but more appalled sad...  first the money loss and now... *cries*   but yeah... he still had at least 10 years ahead of him!!! ): ): ):      but yeh i'm not that dedicated to post a picture of him because he's slightly freaky... okay, he was very very very cool looking at his younger age but yeh like i said.. not as dedicated.. but it's very sad ):
well, but it's weird because he practically didn't exist for the past few years... so yeh do i have the right to actually be sad? not really a big fan but omg Billi Jean is so win (:   umm.. well, his record sales will be super high again won't they? it's like artists.. they become popular after death

and yeh... ahh Train Man... it makes geeks my heroes ;______;   haha geeks are awesome.. and yeh.. i swear the most emotional line was

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that may sound REALLY loser... but if you read the book.. YOU WILL GET IT AND BE SAD! and yeh. it's very cool. the author is Nakano Hitori... which the book points out means 'one of us' and it is obviously a pseudonym... but it sounds so cool if i didn't know what it was in English lol... but that's so nice ;_____; Nakano Hitori... and yeh.. this person collected the stories into a book which seem to actually be based on real stuff O: and the real identity of the Train Man [Densha Otoko] is still hi mi TSU [secret.. sorry i had to type it that way]

ummm... Matenrou Opera's new album O: O: O:  am about to listen haha

okay i wrote that 4 days ago... ahh i suck at this lol.. anyway Matenrou Opera's new album is cool! and they have a new PV :D :D :D   yaaaaaaay~

um, Versailles -Philharmonic Quintet- had a major single released a few days ago! Ascendead Master... it is REALLY cool! i really like the song of the single's title.. and it has a PV O:  and yay 6ish minutes long.. Kamijo is very cute with his short hair! and fangs... haha..   and conveniently today i started drawing an image of Hizaki o.o  when i saw scans of the single and thought 'ehh? new single? O:'    hmm Hizaki drawing.. a copy of this and attempting colour this time instead of black and white O: [greyscale]



does he BUUURN YOU with his OVERWHELMING BEAUTY! *eyes sizzle*    the roses and head dress were so painful to draw... so far i have coloured the face and a bit of hair.. which is failing because Crayola DOES NOT BLEND! omgg i opened by Derwent pencils which have been under my bed for half a year.. so expensive -_______-  but i will need them next semester so thats okay (:  oh yeh its holidays by the way haha...


it was so epic on Sunday! i went to BH with that person and we went to breadtop.. [i was tempted by green tea red bean buns..] and and a few seconds after we got in... he was like omg.. and i was listening to the music and went OMG because.. Sorry, Sorry by Super Junior started playing O: O: O:   and it was so cool... though i think the bopping was uncalled for... and yeh the song finished after i bought my food.. so i was like woah~  and it is a very memorable moment in my life now... i'm not lame


but yeh, i'm reading a book called Deep Freeze... but it's not as exciting an experience after The Harsh Cry of the Heron and Train Man... and i'm reading Train Man manga O:  it's really cool.. and i watched the first half of the first episode of it... but i don't really like it so far.. because they have actual names haha.. and "Hermes" is waaaay to pretty.. she should be more average D: and "Train Man" needs longer hair  d:   im sorry lol.. too critical...

um i had other stuff to say but i forgot... ahh i guess thats for the better, considering the length of this entry... i will be comment-yelled at again!

and lol.. there are these pictures of KAT-TUN members each holding super cute puppies.. lolll it's so cute :D and omg.. my Japan Pop book thing.. is really really awesome lol... like, i mean the paper... its SUCH NICE PAPER!!! and so strokable... that sounds weird.. but yeh its really nice thick paper (:   and the cover has a plastic cover and the back is black cardboard... and the cover is really bright lol.. but i found some spelling mistakes and crap in it D:  ahh so sad.. but can't print anymore because i already have three copies... but it's fine (:  it's just school work yeah.. and i'll warn my teacher about it haha

lol added thing... ignore what i wrote under this d:  well, yeah yesterday i was listening to Trust Company.. who used to be my favourite band lol.. and then people were like 'zomigod so emo' and yeh i was listening and holy crap the lyrics are SO DEPRESSING! but i still like some of the songs... but woah so emo haha

ahh im sorry i keep randomly adding more stuff but i'm super done now





lul... *death stare*   like i said before.. lack of Kai pictures D: 




yay :D   chilling, yo...



fweeee :3

[haha i started writing yesterday... and this bit was filled with my hate of Microsoft Word... gaaaah... but yeh Microsoft is yet again getting on my nerves... but i'm just ranting to my buddy lol (: *waves*]


well, yes, yesterday and today were filled with those little things that just bring you down.. you know? i think it would be easier if it were just one giant thing to just crush you rather than little things just sharply nibbling at you all day... AND WHY IS IT STILL SUNNY! gaaaah this un-rainy weather is so so so so soso sosos annoying !!! and yeh... ahhh these little things to ruin my mood! like... 'Hey There Delilah' playing on the radio... omigoood i thought i was going to throw myself on the floor... ahh i hate it SO MUCH! but was lazy to change the channel... but, it was kind of like i wanted to force myself to listen to it because i hated it so much... if it makes sense..

but, anyway, i could continue on about my crappy mood but no one needs to share that and have their own mood killed... but Plastic Tree songs lightened it (: and Super Junior's Love Disease and Why I like You... and the GazettE... Rich Excrement... Filth in the beauty.. oh! and um, DELUHI... S[K]ape Goat! newish song.. i've really grown to like it a lot! just constantly listening to it... and Leda looks super Uruha-ish o.o I swear they are long lost twins... they are SO SIMILAR! and his guitar playing is super cool in that song...

but anyway... ignoring the mood, i would just like to go on and say... oh my GOD how cool is the DIM track list??? [going to attempt to add translation with rikaichan and fail.. using romaji from some site o.o]

1.剥離 [hakuri - separation, peeling off, detachment]
2.THE INVISIBLE WALL
3.A MOTH UNDER THE SKIN
4.LEECH
5.泣ヶ原 [nakagen - um... raw tears? no idea]
6.「エ リ カ」 [erika]
7.HEADACHE MAN
8.紅蓮 [guren! - we all know this one yeah? Red Lotus?]
9.「子宮」 [shikyuu - womb, uterus ? woah sounds guren-like... looking forward to it!]
10.13 STAIRS[-]1 <------ this one sounds cool O:
11.DISTRESS AND COMA
12.「感触」 [kanshoku - sense of touch, feeling, sensation?]
13.白き優鬱 [shiroki yuuutsu - shiroki yuuutsu apparently.. so, white depression? based on zakurogata lol...]
14.IN THE MIDDLE OF CHAOS <--- that sounds Versailles -Philharmonic Quintet- -like
15.「朦朧」 [mourou - dim O: O: O: or hazy, vague, indistinct?]
16. OGRE
17.DIM SCENE

DVD
1.THE INVISIBLE WALL Music Clip <---- omg PV :D
2.THE OTHER SIDE OF[DIM]


okay, the one that's attracting me the most so far is A MOTH UNDER THE SKIN haha... but omigosh they have a song called Erika o.o (6)... i should tell that person... and yeh i dunno why i attempted to use rikaichan to translate... for my own benefit

omg... yesasia.com... ahh its evil!
first limited edition DIM is like $53... then $50... and now its $58!!!! whyyy D: though i want it over $50 because that's apparently still free shipping haha...

oh! on Saturday night I went rollerskating with family and family friends! it was fun :D and we're going ice skating this Saturday night... yaaaay~ ahhh more and more i wish that it would snow here... well, closer to wear i live lol..

ummm... i read ring! and Howl's Moving Castle! ahh it's really really good! the drawings of the characters were quite ugly though compared to Miyazaki's though haha... but i can't really compare because the stories are very different... but, i think Michael [Markl in Miyazaki's version] is cooler in the book! and the Lettie thing which i won't spoil... and haha Howl's personality is so amusing in the book! and.. uwaaah it was really good

hmmm... after the last entry, i became infatuated [not really i just wanted to use that word] with Kamijo's appearance... and so i decided to draw him... and haha i shall share my efforts d:




tada? info on it and the link to the original is heeeeere~  [yes i'm spamming you to go look at my fail dA]


um, yuh i had otehr stuff to write about but i've forgotten... school is basically just nothing now...

ohh! CYCLONE by 12012 is really addictive! it's one of those songs where you just hear that opening guitar and it's like.. a really big thing.. it's like.. 'ohmygosh! it's this song!' well, i can't explain... but i really like the bit where he's like 'wooooaoaoah'.. and ah! he [the vocalist] has such a cute name!... Wataru... MIYAWAKI!   if that is correct haha...

*scrolls up bit mentioned at the bottom*  guys... Good News Week was epically the most funny thing ever! that Ross Noble dude is TOTALLY MY HERO! omigod LOL! he was SO GOOD HAHAH!  he made the show drag on for 25 extra minutes o.o  haha the Paul dude was like 'and i can foresee that Supernatural won't be on tv tonight... sorry kiddies (:]   and omfg Will Anderson!!!   he's so dirty lollll! so yeah i was looking forward to that episode because i knew he was funny.. but yeh it was way better than i thought o.o  omigod haha the smoke the smoke~~~      

and J-Pop radio! ahh people request songs by the GazettE SO OFTEN! but they never play them!!! the only one i heard was the first time i listened.. they played DISTRESS AND COMA and i kind of just died lol... and K-Pop radio haha they seriously play It's You EVERY fortnight lol d:   and yesterday they played Mirotic haha... okay yeh i'm done


omg last entry i was writing... i found this pictures on photobucket made of PURE WIN









the person who did that is my hero (:  along with the other once with big white writing on them haha...




plus Kai looking super cool...



yo....   omg i forgot about something! *scrolls up*



PS i finished my assignment thing :D :D :D

okay this is like the FOURTH TIME i started writing this entry in a space of about two weeks haha... and yeh i don't remember anything cool i have to write about :/  well, we had exams last week... i thought they were quite an enjoyable thing! i'm looking forward to next year and the year after! we got our results (:  as i expected, i did baaaaad on the humanities one! but then i studied for all the wrong things... the weird thing is, the section i got the most points on was the one i thought i would get least on... i kind of made most of it up so o.o
i did really badly on the economics bit haha... matching words with meanings... the meanings of all the words sounded practically the same! gaaah i had NO idea D:   but yeh i'm super super happy with my other scores so it all balances out (:

well, anyway, currently i am working on my English thing again.. omg dude next week i'm so stuffed haha ;______;  i'm thinking of leaving out the technology bit... then i'll have six chapters... so i am up to chapter 4 then... the one i have most been looking forward to haha.. music (:  so i'm looking up pictures of musical stuff... and yeh, using a picture of NewS... okay this influenced me to blog haha... but their group pictures are really cute! like...




lol its so cute hahaha... i mean, you'd never see boybands here do that! so ahh i'm not using this one because people might get a bad impression... "omggg are they gaaaay?"     wtf they're just super awesome friends D:     just because Japanese culture is more free and less restricted... ahh restricting! restricting! but apparently it's only been kind of recently that... rape-based games were banned from Japan o.o    that's so weird that there were rape games in Japan... obviously in America they were banned... so they'd be banned here too... but like, woah that they exist! Hmm i think i read that somewhere that some dude who made this game wanted to make something different?  well, weirdly, i guess the game would be good because maybe there'd be less rape-based crime? unless it just increased rape-based crime... but it could swing either way and.. iyaaaaah i've completed changed the subject!! from a light-hearted thing to something more sinister... not gooooood D:


well, yeh... OMIGOSH lol.. well, you know... Devil May Cry O: O: O:   Devil May Cry 2 is pretty lame... and it had no introduction or anything haha.. so i was just thrust into gameplay with like 'eh?' and not very much story... and then i read a review, and it was all 'ahh this game was DISAPPOINTING!' so i though.. aha, i should've read this before o.o  but yeh, also.. Devil May Cry 3... WOAH IT'S EPIC! [couldn't find Devil May Cry :/ .. though ahh it's meant to be super awesome... hopefully will find!] but yeh, omigoshm DMC3 is SO COOL! even though i only played for about 40mins... yeh i read that normal difficulty was super hard.. and lol it is! but i unlocked easy and it was too easy... so yeah, playing normal... i've died like 4 times fighting the evil Cerberus thing ;______;  haha i feel so lame still stuck at the beginning... but yeh.. WOAH Dante is so coool~     the opening scenes just completely sucked me in... he is so amusing! ahhh lollll~   and the graphics are really really amazing! and ahh i must show you the opening scene (:    Dante is just such a cool person and how convenient that Devil Mat Cry 3 is chronologically the first game in the series O:     win (:


lolololol Dante amuses me



well yuh, the game is fun (:      i'm looking forward to playing it more... yes, i do feel cool saying that! i like to play hardcore games! haha i read this thing about women and gaming... it's so lame... it was like, *women need to feel an emotional BOND with the character they are playing! MUST GET ATTACHED TO THEM!*   o.o  isn't that like.. an ongoing stereotype? that there must be emotion and bla bla bla... but yeh i understood the bit about *not wanting to role-play as scantilly clad females* or whatever... well, i guess it depends on the character's attitude... like, in FFX-2, you have Rikku who is wearing.. very little o.o  but she has a cute personality so no one actually cares, yeah? or like, Princess Ashe of FFXII... omg when i first saw her picture in the instruction booklet haha.. i was like.. wtf o.o so.. short.. skirt...  but yeh, they're not... anatomically disproportioned lol d:  which reminds me.. ahh i got bored of FFXII so long ago! and FFX lol... FFX-2 was just annoying... i mean what the heck they like.. killed their enemies by DANCING them to death D:  that was just lame...  and yeah, i must admit i REALLY do not like the battle system in Final Fantasy... well, FFXII is good, but i still don't understand it lol... ahh, the turn-based thing... my characters just get killed off one by one ;_______;  i prefer the freeform stuff like KINGDOM HEARTS!    mmm, i really want Kingdom Hearts: 385/2 Days! it was released in Japan on May 30th! so, yay maybe soonish here? i hope so... not that i'd be able to get it forever... plus my sibling would always try to play it haha... seeing as the DS was gotten for their birthday... lol so much saving up... but my parents always gave out random moneys! ahh saved up in no time! i don't get money so yeh lol.. it's just constantly stuck at like.. $80? i dunno... but yeh, saving up for a bass guitar fail lol d:      so expensive.. but i really want to buy/learn!

umm.. ahh, another non-school day thing... report writing day :/  and ahhh i really do not want to go to work experience in 2 weeks lol... and oh! i have my Japanese phone lesson in about half an hour (:   set a phone alarm this time... last time i stayed home on a telephone-lesson-Friday... i forgot about it D: stupid stupid...

umm.. haha last Japanese homework thing was fun.. sent in yesterday o.o  lol.. yay managed to draw Aoi lol... ガゼットの葵にあいたいですよ～。　　　and Reita's bass plus a chibified Reita? o.o  べースギターを買たいです。  yuh.. lol.    hmm, i kind of like Aoi's current hair! it's like, messy and kind of puffy hehe... but yep, i will truly never get over his before-Guren style ;_______;

ohhh... i found out about this musical style called "Noise"... and i listened to some "Noise" music... namely by Hanatarash and Violent Onsen Geisha... woaaaaaaaaaah O________________O    ohmygosh... the style just... well, to me it sounded like something you'd find in a horror movie, yeah? basically the music is based on white noise, machinery noises, banging, crashing stuff... it sounds really druggy to me [not saying negative stuff in case people found that offensive o.o] but yeah... wow... i can't find a music clip of this and i don't think i should post another video lol... but, Otis by Violent Onsen Geisha... is so weird...

mmm, ah! in ceramics i finished my head sculpture thing (:   it needs to be fired... hmm, i think it turned out quite well! though i am still bothered by the left eye... and i think most of the pieces will end up breaking off... some joining bits are just really thin lol... ahh, hopefully sticking them back on won't be too hard if they fall off lol.. am looking forward to painting it :D  

hmm did i ever end up mentioning my Japanese seminar? haha the year 10 sensei was so funny lol... another seminar on 28 August~ yaaay

lol random, but i saw a recent picture of Kamijo and.. woah he is really cute! his short hair is very cute haha... well, actually i'm not sure if he's the blonde one or the brown haired one... i think he's th eblonde one? but both are cute lol
and Hizaki is super pretty as always...   Jasmine You has big hair o.o   and Teru's short's just look weird with that outfit haha... and omg i'm sad i didn't know the last dude [drummer] was called Yuki... and okay now i will hopefully remember forever what part each member plays (:   already knowing Hizaki's and Kamijo's parts lol...



using that picture in my chapter cover O:  



ohh! and, lol abingdon boys school are so cool.... Nishikawa Takanori is 38! waaah... and haha been obsessed with DESIRE and Dress... namely DESIRE now.. i watched a live version and wowww... in the middle of the song they do this weird techno bit for a few minutes and it's like a massive party! it's so cool! and Nishikawa's performance is really really cool... because he stands on this platform thing with light and wind coming out of it so it looks impressive... they've just suddently become my second favourite band now :x    ahhh i ditched Dir en grey ;______;    but i've discovered that this is my personality... i lose interest easily... ohhh which reminds me of this thing i was thinging about once while washing the dishes! though i didn't fully think about it because it branched out a lot, so i thought i'd write it down (:



omggg lol at this picture :D


woah i found awesomer ones haha






this entry is becoming super long...

ahh cute Plastic Tree picture...




wooh finished the chapter cover... ahh i spend more time on the covers than the actual information o.o  but it's fun (:   okay now that was a lack of writing time for about 10mins? but yeh i will talk about what i thought about

well, you know long distance relationships? wouldn't they be a difficult thing... wouldn't they lose interest? well, i know i would lol.. not good ._____.       but yeah, ah i don't know which bits to write first... well, like...
would you think that you would lose interest and then break it off before the other person left? because, what if that's the only reason you broke it off? and when they left, you still liked them... and you were in contact with them through the internet, phone, letters bla bla bla... what would that feel like then? because when you visited eachother again... would you realise 'oh that was a mistake' and rekindle the relationship? or would you leave it at that? or what if the other person had found someone else? or what if it was like, you remained in the relationship, long distance, but as time went by you found someone else and then told that person who was remaining faithful to you [or vice versa]? wouldn't it be sad that it was broken because of distance... or there could be a secret affair relationship but thats just evil...
but the thing i thought about most was... what if it was like, the feelings are just floating below the surface when the people are separated, but when they meet up again, the feelings flare up. so like... they break it off and are separate and they're all 'okay i have a different life now, different people' and they get another partner yeah? and then when they meet up again... they realise that breaking it off was stupid and they'd feel like 'ahh why did i start off my new life with another person?'

which leads off onto this other topic haha... well, wouldn't marriage be boring?  this must sound really really stupid, because i wouldn't know all about the *lalala true love must stay together forevs* thing, but yeah... wouldn't it be boring to spend your whole life with one person? ah, not indicating that one night stands or whatever are preferable... i'm just being opinionated haha... but yeah, i understand that even a person you have known for a super long time always has something new to share, but... i don't know. i guess this isn't a thing you're meant to question, but really, if you're in a relationship since, for example, high school till marriage till death at 80... that's one person to share your whole life with for 64ish years? but SERIOUSLY! omigosh when i imagine that... it just kind of makes me cringe lol... i mean, yeh they can cheat and stuff but that's socially unacceptable... i guess it depends on the spouses whether they really care or not... ahh, lately i've been questioning criminal offences... due to some of the books i've read, but yeah.. i've questioned murder but i better not discuss that... this entry is too long anyway.. and yet again i've gone off topic. but really, long relationships sound.. iyah i've forgotten the word... well, its synonymous with bothersome haha... or maybe i should just use the word tiresome... but again, i wouldn't know... just opinions, as always (:


okay... well, haha i'm happy i finally managed to get a blog done (: (: (:     obviously it was going to be long from the lack of previous blogging, ne?   and i'm sure you've missed this last bit ^_____________^-




i think Ruki has misplaced his pupils/irises  :/



super buddies :D :D :D






Ruki and his glasses O: O: O:





ahh i hardly ever have pictures of Kai... but this one is cute (:

today.....~ U R U H A's Birthday!!! (9th of the 6th)    so~~~        お誕生日おめでとうございます、麗 さん 


wooh picture... which i drew just then in about half an hour =.=   hence the fail d:




tada? hmm i always found his kanji name super hard to write... but i guess it's okay... though here i wrote it too small... ahhh     [lolololol Uruha once forgot how to write his name haha... while making business cards with Ruki? so cute...]




okay, i haven't been motivated to blog lately... well, i wrote up stuff about three days ago... but i stopped... so now it's just in a Word file.. will finish it off soonish maybe? well yeh... i WILL blog! eventually (:

so a few moments ago I was watching GazettE Pvs to help choose out more of which GazeKitties i will draw and witch GazeKitties kane_goto will draw... and yeh...

OMIGOD AOI IS SO SO SO SO SO COOOOOOOOOL ;__________;

it was practically painful to watch the pvs because his coolness is painful to observe... omigood.....

i'm sorry i must sound really retarded... but Aoiiiiiiiiiiii is so so sososososoosososso cool....  i need to ramble about him forever... so-





isn't he just...

EPICALLY pretty... T_________________________________T


i will only die happy if i ever get to see him in real life lol... even though that would ACTUALLY not be enough, i can't really be picky can i?

i'm SORRY i'm being really really... bleh... but YES OMIGOD HE'S SO DAMN COOL! asdfawhrlfiauf

okay this is pointless because all i'm doing is saying that he's cool for no reason lol... well yeh so i don't seem THAT ehh... shallow? i will give you reasons! well... he's so funny! and so dorky! and and so nice to treat people to food! even when they were a new band and all poor lol... and... so so so hard working... and so so COOOOOOL!!!

ahhh okay i'm sorry i'm quite annoying with this aren't i? but yeh i just watched a few PVs... and ahhh from Zetsu and from No. [666] and Cassis and Reila and Shadow VI II I...   his awesomeness makes me want to die... but i swear to stop now and... i have exciting phylosophical things to discuss again lol...





um yeh... well, today! was a good kind of day!  well this whole week kind of was (:   it was like... each day leading up to a better day? well, at first it was like... 'gah lessons are so boring and i am so so looking forward to recess and lunch' and yes, it's increased now... because TODAY it was fun (:  well today was a everything-is-good kind of day! ceramics was probably the most boring though haha... Friday's are research days... mmm English was okay... exaplanations about preparation for exams... then then then it was finally recess... so so so [okay i know this is lame but i was really excited about it because i have buddies now haha...] yes i went to the library... and yes there were the two dudes who talk to me (:  well... i've mentioned them before... you know were i was all 'ahh what do i do' haha... and yeh so... you know today i did one thing i've wanted to do for a while? I sat on the library floor! okay that sounds REALLY loser... but seriously it was my goal to sit on the library floor... but yeh so us three all sat in some corner on the floor and we all bonded the whole of recess lol... it was very enjoyable :D

and the whole of lunch too... throwing hats and bolts and gobstoppers and... the other dude read a Top Gear book? and this other dude came to join us... and yeh... lol yay people...
well i sit with other people... they're all girls and.. yeh i don't connect with them very well haha... because... i don't know... i don't really talk to them? i know this is going to sound so mean haha... but the two guys are more interesting lol... ahhh i'm sorry i'm mean D:



omigod Cassis is playing and and... it reminds me of that BayFM thing T__________T

Aoi-san, what words would you like a girl to say to you?
"Suki..." [I like you]
*Cassis starts playing*

okay i mentioned this before BUT... haha it made me cry lol d:        baaaaah i'm so wusssy!

and and Aoi was all like... so cute omigod i don't remember how he worded it... but it was reallly cute... and... I'M SORRY IT'S HARD TO STOP



okay i know i was going to mention cool philosophical things but i'm being kicked off haha... well, so i don't forget it's...

is something a compliment because you think it is?

aaaaand~

would you think that same thing was wrong if you had different beliefs

hmm also [i guess]  capital punishment...

[omg extra note - ZORO]


well yeh... omigod Aoi...

yup i'm sorry this is a very Aoi-fied blog... but... kyaaaaaaah~   you can't blame me D:

 

Zetsu~ Zetsu~ Zetsu~       i adore his outfit in this! his ruffled shirt woaaaaah~~~~








WHY ARE YOU THAT COOL!!!








ahhh i really really really like his Disorder outfit... ahh why are you so awesome Mr Aoi? ;_____;





win  [ignoring the random captions someone added o.o]




OMG is this really Aoi?    lol quite cute if it is...


I'm sorry i'll stop D:

today today today      

is... R E I T A's Birthday! (27th of the 5th)      so~~~        お誕生日おめでとうございます、れいたさん


yes! AND

it is exactly 7 weeks until the release of DIM



i present you with my... fan art which i do for each member lol...





okay i think this one turned out well compared to the Aoi and Ruki one... ahh apologies to Mr Ruki and Mr Aoi... for the crappy crappy art... i guess my skills evolved? haha i hope so :x


and just some cool pictures of REITA haha... but not cool in that way... cool in another way?





year book photo Reita O: O: O:




Reita doing push ups d:     hahaha






Reitaaaaa~~ :D




i will properly blog some other time.. can't be bothered today =_______=   except for this reason :D

you know, i'm really excited to post this haha...

YES i have completed... HELLO GAZEKITTIES!    [SILLY GOD DISCO version]

Aoi's outfit gave me heaps of trouble as it always does x_________x      apologies to Mr Aoi Kitty

yes, Reita kitty has... A NOSEBAND! haha... and Aoi kitty has lip piercings but i do not know if you can tell...

hope it is enjoyed?           wait up for my friend's Hyena gazekitties!

next up... ZETSU! or Shiikureta Haru, Kawarenu Haru? umm... i think Zetsu... because Aoi's pants are lolably puffy

hello!

i was inspired by the fact that a few people have posted submissions here for a competition in deviantart... so yes, i decided to join the club thing too haha... and submit an image too o.o
even though the other submissions are so much cooler .________.

song meaning competition for theGazettEclub!


i have chosen... Uzuku Aza to Yugamu Ura!





ummm if you want to know what my interpretations of the picture are... you can read it here!
and if you happen to want to see more artwork haha...here!

so i downloaded abingdon boys school's self titled album...

and the songs are REALLY cool

i especially like Dress and ReBirth+ReVerse... and i've already heard Nephilim which is awesome (:  and innocent sorrow... but it didnt have blade chord... which is awesome too (:

because of that... a few moments ago i was reading about Takanori Nishikawa [the vocalist of abs, and of... T.M Revolution...] AND i discovered that TMR had hello kitty keychains wearing costumes from some of his pvs o.o  so i told my friend... [kane_goto]  and she was like.. 'rofl i wish they had GazettE hello kitties...' so i was like.. OMG I WILL DRAW SOME!    and she was like.. ahh i will too!

so we are jointedly [fail word] making hello kitties with GazettE outfits! aren't we cool? (:  haha well it will be fun! a long as we don't lose interest... but yes, we're really pumped about this! it's exciting d:

yes, i have listed all [i assume] GazettE PVs!!! ahh we're going to have trouble with the really old ones .______.   we'll probably skip them haha... but yes, i will start with SILLY GOD DISCO, she, with Hyena! so look forward to it!

this is our template..



personally, i don't like hello kitty haha...


umm yes a short blog O:   because this project was the only reason i blogged... haha i will blog with more informative stuff next time (:









lol didn't think i'd post SILLY GOD DISCO and Hyena pictures didya? (:

you know how i sad i would post Psychederic Heroine kanji? well i will do it now...

but OMIGOD FIRST


WHAT THE HECK IS UP WITH ALL THE ADS????

ON EVERY WEBSITE!!!

*suprise her with a bigger penis*

*buy this viagra*

*suprise her! suprise her!*

*add inches now! now! noooooow~*

omigod faaaaar out D: D: D:      those ads are just

so damn annoying!!!! asdhwa;dfh*%O)&^ DEBWfwf!!!!!!




i'm sorry no one needed to see that but :/    :/    :/




well today it was Friday and i didn't go to school because we have lawn bowls and i didn't want to go and i had cough anyway and i had no voice this morning and it was cool and i asked my mum if i could stay home and she said 'whatevs' (:     <----- not actually 'whatevs'  but close enough haha...

okay i must sound really spoiled and bla because i just didn't go to school when i didn't feel like it... but seriously! friday is pretty useless... humanities was probably the only worthwhile subject haha... maths is trigonometry and my teacher is stupid... and then i have double Japanese which i can learn any time (:   and pe is... yucky

but yes today was the first time i missed school for pure dislike!  excluding the swimming carnival day i missed due to the fact that there were no classes that day haha...

but yes i present you with Psychederic Heroine kanji [finally]


PSYCHEDERIC HEROINE    (:

ストロベリーの白い煙香るplaceは時に
吐き気もすれば理性もぶっ飛び星も瞬く

辺りは解く焦げ目のついた裸体が異臭を放ち

地べたに這う豚のようさ甲高い声で笑う

 

原色の花で着飾るGLAMOROUS

長い爪で手招くBLACK GLAMOROUS

 

灰色の髪　　蛍光色の園

孤独を埋める其処は楽園と

床に散らばる禁断を

君は安息と見間違えて染まう

 

踊るよ２４から０７まで

うねる腰黒いバレリーナ

舌先に預けたカプセルを

噛み砕けばhydra drive

 

スクリーンに映し出された

渦巻く空間に吸い込まれそうで

抜け出せずまた繰り返す

その哀れさが君を支えてるのだろう

 

踊るよ２４から０７まで

うねる腰黒いバレリーナ

舌先に預けたカプセルを

噛み砕けばhydra drive

途切れずに２４から０７まで

踊り狂う黒いバレリーナ

アルコールで流すカプセルが

明日を繋ぐ筈も無い

ahh i wish i knew how to translate it... i read translations on someone's lj (:  very cool...

i like the line 踊るよ２４から０７まで [odoruyo 24 kara 07 made]    haha and it's the only line i understand... "dance from 24 until 07"   :D     it's cool...
 

see this entry was short (:       IT'S YOU WIN!




he's so passionate ;_______;     Ruki win at life




okay i feel like i might've posted this picture before but i don't remember T____________T  they're pretty (: 
Cassis?

hello this entry might be long haha

actually it will probably be short... no, medium :3   well, depends how much of the the stuff i want to talk about i remember...

um. lets quickly list... Hiroshima, festival, Doushite~, fall in..., and i think i forgot some stuffs... =.=


well yes... the Japanese festival was... EPICAL DESU~   [yes i had to be one of those really annoying people that insert random Japanese words everywhere... desu]

well, so... my obi making failed so i borrowed one from the [Japanese] friend of the woman who gave me my yukata... it was just a simple tie on one... okay, selfishly, i was disappointed that it wasn't a giant 4m one [lol] but yes, the one i was leant was really really pretty and shiny! i will show you pictures once i put the pictures on computer... but i don't know how haha...

well yeh some people wore such cool yukata..!  and yeh in the festival place... they sold obi and yukata!!! and i wanted to buy some but i didn't have enough money lol... oh well, i'll just go to the shop one day haha...
well hmm, i bought a cute mirror thing... i didn't know it was a mirror at first, i only bought it because the cover thing was cute haha... umm i bought... a Japanese Little Red Riding Hood colouring book! [Akazukin-chan   i think it was...] ummm and... um this other cute thing and yeh i don't remember...

but yeh the most EPIC thing was the fact that... lol my friend [that person] was cosplaying L and... hahaha so many people just called out, L! or Eru!  or Ryuuzaki!  and ahh a few people even asked for photos with him... it was epic lols.. i will not get over it haha...       and DDR in a yukata is epical too...

ahh then we realised the bus didn't come for like... 2 hours so we caught a train and went to the bus stop... then walked back to their house.. then i walked back to the bus stop lol... and yeh, i was looking to see if people were looking weirdly at me [because the yukata wearing people were in the other suburb] and yes, i saw many strange looks... but i felt so cool! seriously a yukata is the most comfortable thing ever... added to the rolled jeans and long sleeved shirt? subtle...    but yes, i swear it was really tense when i got on the bus... LOL haha... then i missed my stop so i kind of had to walk more.. and feel more cool.. and omigosh yukata are so so comfortable... just to mention it again

ah, on my humanities test... it seems the maximum score i was able to get was 76%   o.o   but i don't understand... it seems that i got all the questions i attempted right? which actually makes no sense because the teacher explained some and they sounded incorrect... oh well! i am okay with my score, considering i was too lazy to study and the class average was a fail of 52% O.O    our teacher expected around 60%... so yay i did good considering his expecations (:

ummm yes! i was reading my Humanities book.. half studying about World War II and AHH I WAS SO ANGRY!!! like, i know it was war... but DID THEY SERIOUSLY HAVE TO DESTROY HIROSHIMA AND NAGASAKI??? ahhh i felt so so so ANGRY after reading it!  my mum told me that once one of the people who dropped a bomb found out what he had done, he went crazy... i really can't blame him... i mean, that was about 140, 000 people gone with one bomb  T________T         well, it's the fact that they killed innocent civilians!  but there has always been terrible genocide... like what Hitler did to Jewish people... ahh, it just makes me SO ANNOYED at what people are capable of... and how unreasonable! ahh, yes... blame Jewish and Slavik people... but, why? 'ahh we have to blame someone... let's blame them!' because you can't accept that it's your fault so you have to blame someone else?   <------   um, please don't misunderstand this for racial intolerance... war just annoys me... i'm sorry if my ramblings offended anyone...

oh yeh... i was listening to Why I Like You by Super Junior... and yeh my friend was like 'lol it's like Doushite Kimi wo Suki ni Natte Shimattan Darou'  [i think i spelt it wrong but yeh it's meant to be like.. Why Did I Fall in Love with You?]  anyway it made me curious as to why people like people... or like, what kind of response would you get from a person who liked you if you asked 'why do you like me?'      or how would you respond to yourself if you asked that?  i guess it doesn't really work that way, i don't think you can make a list...    like, if you wanted to stop liking someone, it wouldn't work by just listing their bad qualities and habits, because the fact that you liked them made you accept all those things?  hmm i don't know, but it's a curious thing...

ah! we watched Baz Luhrmann's version of Romeo and Juliet... haha it was actually really really cool! well, i guess because it's set in modern time, though their way of speaking is still Shakespearean... but it was quite cool (:

ahh my stomach is eating itself lol... hungry... but i can't be bothered to eat... ahh i played DDR today yay.. and omigosh today i watched Once Upon a Time in Mexico! [again after a long time..]  we leant it to people... and we finally got it back so i watched it! ahhh it is such a cool show!  Sands [ehh Johnny Depp's character] is my favourite haha... he's so funny! and yeh the cast is really cool... Johnny Depp, Antonio Banderas, Enrique Iglesias... [i hope i spelt that right...] but yeh it's a really really cool film... and ahh heaps of bits are so amusing.. i recommend it! though i'm a terrible film reviewer, that's just how i recommend (:

hmm been working on my english assignment thing... this time i won't bother to ask if you want to see the cover or not... no one would reply and i would show it anyway (:



i'm sorry it's fuzzy... because uploading straight from the computer is evil!  but yeh i can't be bothered to put it on photobucket first haha...

okay well it's pretty noobed... but there you see Bou, the GazettE, Cloud Strife, Howl and Sophie, and... CINAMOROLL! haha... well, yeh i'm on chapter one... anime and manga!  i know... great progress... *cough*
[the katakana says ja pa n po pu]  

tomorrow... ahh thursday... hmm, pretty boring i guess... but... ahh tomorrow... better... yeh...





haha, another old Burst in to a Blaze pic (:



lol i've always liked the picture... Ruki looks so cute.. i love the feathers? next to his eye...




waaah what a cool picture... will be my msn display picture..

you know these types of days are annoying?


first... maths! well, i actually very much like maths (: (: (:    it's just that my teacher is stupid and my old teacher is away for this term... but trigonometry is quite cool so yeah.. it's okay (:

then~ a test on World War II... which i technically did not study for because i was told about it yesterday and everyone else did it last week but i was away... so ahhh i calculated that maximum score i could get if i got all the ones i did correct, would be 83ish%  so... ahhh i'm sad D:

then i had the awesome only worthwhile subject which was Japanese haha... but i could learn that at home o.o   
then i had PE! which i really really really was panicking over for the past week because i thought we had lawn bowls and i didn't want to do it but that's NEXT week so yeah.. but, today we did... GODDAMN RUGBY! gaaaah i hate that sport! it's so stupid!  [i'm sorry if i offend people but i need to rant about it... please do not hate me D:] 
well yeh i think it's a pretty... hmm, UNheterosexual sport... i mean, [from what i have seen from tv ads]  it's many men running around in very short shorts throwing themselves at eachothers thighs and grabbing eachother everywhere and running with the most stupidly shaped ball...    asdfaqerwhw   gaaaaah~
i could've not bought my uniform but i dont want a stupid unifrom pass to taint my records [haha] and my mummy told me to stop making excuses for not having uniform :/   [yes, i sounded VERY whiney and annoying haha]

well yeah i thought of not going to school today... but i needed to do the test... well, basically that was the only reason i went o.o   and another reason too which turned out to be pointless because of the lack of the solution there... lol that sounds so cool when i say [write] it that way

but yeah.. i have been constantly listening to this song on repeat repeat repeat... It's You by Super Junior... omigosh ahhh it's really good... but the bit after the cool bit sounds lame.. i know my explanation sounds stupid... but it's like... awesome chorus bit... then this short bit that i find stupid... but i really like the song... and Sorry Sorry by them is really really awesome too haha... oh no i like a boy band O:  lol 13 group members? o.o

please listen to 너라고 (It's You) by Super Junior (:






cool no?  it's very very very cool...


umm... today i had a Japanese phone lesson :D :D :D    haha theyre so cool...  and omg Japanese seminar thing in 2 weeks ^_______^-    yay    i miss a friday... [wooh miss a lesson of lawn bowls] and i get to meet my sensei~

hmmm... well

oh lol i stopped writing over an hour ago woops... but haha yeh... looking up instructions to make an obi again... we looked at farbric yesterday.. will but today and start making it! and i discovered the need for an obi-jime... well, i don't need it but it's cool... i guess i'll just be cheap and use ribbon haha...

omgggg in the store in the books... in the costume section it had kimono and all these cool things and woooaaah it's so cool... but each pattern costs like $20... [lots]

so yeh we'll buy fabric that's about... $3 per metre haha... wooh cotton?  yay i am excited...


ahh listening to Juunana-sai re-make... it really scares me :x   [the song concept] ...  but it's beautiful... and i prefer the original, with Ruki's innocent voice... like original Wakaremichi and Wife [Waifu]

okay just watched It's You   PV... my god they are actually very cool haha... their dancing is cool either, because there are so many of them, or considering there are so many of them... yes, they're opposite of eachother but i don't know which i agree with... i think i may start listening to them and be gangsta... but yeh this electro-style is cool... and it's that gangsta style, but not THAT gangsta... so it's awesome (:    my goal is to learn all their names and match their names to their faces.. haha

yeh i stopped again... at [7:35 pm 15/5/09]

haha now it's 5:46 on 17/5/09... um yeh i'm ending this one because it's basically about nothing... well, it's about Friday... haha today is... no longer Friday o.o   but yeh, tomorrow or some day soon... i must BLOG ABOUT THE SUPER COOL JAPANESE FESTIVAL TODAY! omigosh it was sosososo cool (:

ahhh before i finish... haha i watched the Sorry Sorry PV... LOL their dancing is SO FUNNY! but awesome... haha






ahhh lol 2006 Burst into a Blaze...    ahhh they're so cute :D    haha especially Uruha in this picture (:





zomg Ruki hair...





yay they're all so cool...

hmm just random old Burst into a Blaze pictures haha... enjoy?

it's a weird kind of feeling

like i'm crumpled on the inside...


and today a lot of feeling like... should i confront them? but there's that part of me... that 78% that says 'i doubt that it is real.. they'll make a fool of me.'   i would feel stupid to ask about it and get a reaction like 'eh?'

hmm this is something that i fell cannot be explained... well, i already did explain some of it before... but that was more like, the rind of a watermelon... just the green part.   and what i can't say is buried deep, like the middle of a watermelon seed in the middle of the melon.  it's that kind of a weird feeling. it's something that must stay only with me... haha, kind of cool though. like i'm keeping a secret that i could choose to tell but couldn't really...

haha i will stop about it now, no? the reactions i must get to this must be like 'ahh... we do not care about your weird problems that you are too silly to sort out! stop being such a fool, and do what you should!'

but it is the way it is... and i am a fool. and these weird feelings will continue until i am confronted in person. because i am too stupid and afraid of these types of jokes that i will not do it myself.





ahh short entry because i do not have time... here... BUT next entry i will post Psychederic Heroine kanji (:
and i want to discuss my hatred at what America did during World War II...   [yes, another complete mood change]






it is very cute, no?   though i think i might've posted this picture before... but ah, i am rushed haha...

okay so i have been putting off blogging... but yeh i can't be bothered to talk about City K =.=

right now i just want to concentrate on the fact that omg yay Uzuku Aza to Yugamu Ura is playing... chorus!!! ~~~~~~


omigosh the chorus is so amazing ;________; okay..

well, yes... City K was cool to see again [last week]... though i only got to visit people at school one day... but it was cool because i didn't tell anyone... and then i was walking through school... and this douchebag was like 'hey *male equivalent of my name*' and i said hello and the other people were o.o.... and yes then i walked over to the people i used to sit with and [lol this was epic]... i was walking yeh... and they didn't notice... and one of my friend's was sitting on the bench things... and he turned casually in my direction and was like... *look* *blink* *look* 'holy shit o.o'

i found that very amusing :x and yeh we all chatted and stuff and yeh... (:



and then i forgot about my phone lesson on Friday because i was tired and dead and then the rest of the day i kept calling myself a fool.. ahh foooool~ but it's okay i did the lesson today...

ラメンを食べませんか


ehhh yes... ahh i actually had a lot of stuff i wanted to talk about haha... well firstly,
there is a Japanese Festival on Sunday... (: (: (: so my buddy [hopefully] and I and [hopefully] SA and/or other people will go... but SA is not online :/ hmmm... i bet i will lose my nerve and not wear the yukata... but i want to! but i'm scared... but yeh... my mummy will help me to make an obi on Thursday? anyone got any suggestions about making one o.o i know that it needs to be about 400cm long and 30cm wide... well, 15cm i guess, but it can be folded... and it needs stiff stuff inside it... other than that, well that's all the info i have .______.


today we finished watching Romeo and Juliet... i guess it got okay as it went along... but haha everyone was so angry at them... because that bad thing was so close from not happening! [putting it in kind of non spoilerish terms? if anyone doesn't know it...] we watched Franco Zeffirelli's version
but yeh Juliet's crying was really annoying... and very messed up haha... but the film itself was very wtf...
they saw eachother on one day! and then they eat eachothers faces three hours later... and then the next day they marry! and then the next day they sleep together... and all this going on and they're about 14 years old...
i realise it was very very very normal back then... but i just find the concept that they fall in love like that stupid haha..

which brings me to talk about public displays of affection... [i came to this via a train of thought one day! and yeh the ends of my trains of thoughts normally end up being turned into long blogs... haha]
well yes i think it's so awkward! well, i find most things awkward haha... but yes, not the point...
seriously! i mean hugging is cool... everyone does hugging... but yeh when people just kiss or like... walk around attached to eachother i.e. one person's arms around the other? lol, i would never ever ever be able to do that [not that there would be the opportunity for that to happen haha.. but anyway] well, i find it awkward just looking at them o.o and yeh it's really difficult to talk to someone when they've got some person's arms wrapped around them... casually... IT JUST DOESN'T WORK! maybe i'm just narrow minded... lol i don't think i even need the maybe... haha i am narrow minded o.o

and quite selfish too... only recently have i been realising all the ways in which i'm selfish o.o well, mainly the way in how when something doesn't go my way... i kind of just... stop talking and am an EPIC bore to be around and yeh i kill the mood... lol i'm so terrible ;_____; well, if i'm having fun and the other person is not... and they drag me away and then i suck... and yeh... i'm sorry to people who have to put up with it ;___________;

ehh i try to not be selfish... but i guess i overlook some types of selfishness... it's so human to be selfish! [not trying to make excuses]




ohhhh and i am making a Reita bust (: as in shoulders up... but it's pretty failed... my first attempt ever at making a head haha... so the facial proportions are dead... and the mouth and eyes are ugly... the only bit i'm proud of is the nose... which is covered up by a noseband... but originally it was just some head! but then i couldn't be bothered to make the left ever so i covered it with hair and now it's Reita but it's mostly bald because Reita's hair is so cool but it looks hard to make from plastecine or whatever it is that i'm using.. so yeh i just left him bald and i might make the hair one day...


omigosh i used to like my multimedia teacher but now she makes me feel really uneasy... well she's nice and all... but i want to semester to end so i can learn my new subjects! multimedia is not cool anymore because we've started filming... bleh i only like editting stuff not actually filming :/ well yeah, 2 weeks ago, she wanted me to go get a knife thing from an art teacher... and she said 'i better write you a note so he doesn't think you're going to slit your wrists with it'. and she said it in a pretty serious way too... i dunno if i'm just overreacting haha... but i found it really unnerving! and ahhh it really scares me i don't like multimedia anymore... filming is only fun with cool people! like last year... haha i miss the locker scene...

ummm... apparently we got a note to fill in for lawn bowls that we will do on friday... i'm sorry but i DESPISE lawn bowls. well, i have never done it, but i really dislike bowling so, it does not appeal to me at all! hmmm so many things that do not appeal to me... haha what a boring person...

wooooooow Taion ^_______________^ hmm when i first got this song i always skipped it... but then i thought.. no! i will listen to it! and then it got up to the chorus and i would skip again haha... and then one day i was searching for a PV in which Aoi did this [because i had just realised that i adored Aoi (: ]



and yes, i found out that it was in TAION. and that shallowly enough made Taion cool... well, not really... then i realised the good meaning that the song has! well, not technically good meaning... but it's dedicated to that concrete-encased high school girl murder ... oh my god they [her kidnappers] did such TERRIBLE things to her D':
um... with Taion i also discovered how cool the bass sounded in the chorus and ahh i always listened out for that..

oh yeh, i always found it really odd how in PVs Aoi plays the guitar on heaps of parts in PVs while it is actually Uruha that plays that part at lives... like Taion! haha i was watching the NLSG live... waiting in anticipation for Aoi's solo... and then URUHA started playing... ahh i was annoyed... even though Uruha IS lead guitarist...


yay :D :D :D   today is Japanese radio ^_______^   which my friend discovered... he is 73% cooler (:   i want to request Ganges ni Akai Bara and Suimin Yaku... i wonder if either will be played... ahh i hope so :D


i need to start blogging more often to cut down on blog length... well yeh i'm done ^_________^-





lul so cute ^3^


 
omigod LOL they are so cute :D   haha  uruha pose..




yaaaaaaah Kaiiiiiiii so cute :D




they look too cool there o.o

Hello this is what i do when i am bored (: (: (:

aaand~ i was not neglectful the past week! i was holidaying in... City K   [the k has nothing to do with the city name] 





GAZETTE MEME THING.

1. Name
i'd rather not disclose that (:  but it begins with an S.. haha informative

2. Birthplace
somewhere... in... Europe!

3. How long have you been a Gazette fan?
ehhh... all together i guess... 1 1/2 years? i only REALLY started adoring them beginning of last year...

4. How did you first come across Gazette?
ehh an aquaintance told me about them... [eternally grateful .______.] <--- introduction to VK

5. Who's your favourite member?
A O I

6. What do you like about your favourite member:
ahh so funny, so dorky, so childish, so kind to the others? [treating them to food :D] so so so.. HARD WORKING! he needs to rest sometimes D:  he is just such a cool person.. such a cool cool person!

7. Something you don't know, but would like to know about that member:
hmm, i really don't know... ehhh... well, i guess a light hearted type of thing, not anything really too deep because i prefer something simpler like... do you like DDR! [as a fail example ahaha...]

8. Which of the members have you written letters or fanmail to?
ahh none.. i would prefer to know more Japanese before i sent them... even if English would be translated

9. Something about you that changed when you became a fan of Gazette:
haha, i started adoring rock music... i used to only like the stuff on radio.. which was pop/pop rock

10. Your favourite Gazette song and why:
ehh there's so many... i'll list a *few*
Toguro - i love Ruki's voice in it... haunting and beautiful... and the bits that sounds like chanting.. wow~
Gentle Lie - it's such a beautiful and sad song... especially the chorus..
Cockroach - ahh i love the chorus... and the intensity of it! i really like the lyrics as well..
Uzuku Aza to Yugamu Ura - the concept of the song is really cool! and i love the chorus, and that end..
Zetsu - it's so catchy! and 50ish seconds into the song... that bit always makes me shiver.. so cool..
Shichigatsu Youka - ahh such a sad and beautiful song...
Wakaremichi [original] - ahh such a beautiful melancholic song.. and Ruki's voice is so cute...

11. The song you'd like to hear most at lives:
i would really like to hear Zetsu!! and Toguro... Uzuku Aza to yugamu Ura, Shichigatsu Youka.. Last Bouquet, and i think Sentimental ni Onigokko would be pretty cool...

12. The song you listen to when you feel down or sad:
ahh probably Defective Tragedy

13. When you are ill, the song that makes you feel better:
haha probably all of them.. i don't have specific ones for sickness...

14. The song you listen to when you are happy:
Ganges ni Akai Bara! ahh, Kantou Dogeza Kumiai... Discharge [haha].. well, it doesn't really matter which song

15. The song which influenced you the most:
um, meaning what by influence? i guess Wakaremichi somehow influenced me? i really don't understand this question that well haha ._______.

16. The first Gazette song you ever heard:
omigosh Filth in the beauty o.o

17. Is there a song you can sing perfectly without having to look at the lyrics?
haha Agony... just because it's all in English [fail] and Headache Man!  almost perfectly with Leech and Wakaremichi...

18. A Gazette song you'd like to sing at Karaoke:
um... Agony actually... all the rapping is so cool.. and Ganges ni Akai Bara even though i cant sing that fast

19. Have you seen Gazette live?
ahh i wish ;______;

20. If you have, what were your thoughts? If you haven't, are you planning on attending a live and how?
i do plan to attend a live! one day... i will fly to Japan! one day... unlikely as it is for them to come here haha

21. At violent Gazette lives, where do you always stand? Or if you haven't been, where would you like to stand?
ehh, like i would know..

22. What style do you (or would you like to) attend Gazette lives in? (Clothes, make-up, etc)
um i guess i would come as *me*... comfortable clothing? i don't wear make-up... ehhh, i guess wearing black would be pretty boring seeing as most people do.. so, red? white? haha to match with the atmosphere...

23. Name a few necesseties for attending a Gazette live:
um.. [guessing]  water? ahh, a change of clothes for afterwards?  getting sweaty o.o

24. Do you (or would you) always fill out the after-live questionnaire?
i wouldn't know...

25. Something you've started collecting because of Gazette:
um, nothing... i'm not really a collector haha.. but i would love to collect their merchandise.. and CDs..

26. Which Gazette costume series do you like most?
um.. i think Hyena!

27. One item you like in Gazette's goods range: (Or if you don't own any, one thing you'd like to have)
um... i would like the Taro-chan paper clips! haha theyre cute... or the special fan club magazine thing?

28. Your cellphone's ringtone:
Distress and Coma... (:

29. Your cellphone's wallpaper:
Aoi from Heisei Banka photoshoot (:

30. Cellphone strap: manjuu-kun ^3^   aaaand... a little geisha doll..

31. PC wallpaper:
ahh some wallpaper from kagaya wallapaper site (:  its very pretty! please look at that site

32. Does your email address have something to do with Gazette?
haha no.. my password does :x   <--- stupid thing to say, no?

33. A place you go to frequently:
um... school?

34. Your favourite shop:
ehh.. i don't know i don't really have one.. though i miss Kinokuniya haha

35. Your favourite CD shop:
i don't have one...

36. A magazine you read frequently:
i don't read magazines

37. Recommended CD:
NIL (:   [the GazettE]

38: Do you have pets?
ehhh, do siblings count?

39. Do you visit the Gazette OHP frequently? Which page within do you visit the most?
yes i do! it's very cool...  um, i often go to the News page..

40. An artist other than Gazette who you think is noteworthy:
Matenrou Opera, Dir en grey, Plastic Tree, LUNA SEA, Versailles -Philharmonic Quintet-, DELUHI (: (: (:  [ahh i know it only said one...]

41. An artist you like out of those signed to PS Company:
Kagrra, !

42. A member whose words you were surprised by: (in a magazine article, MC, radio show etc)
umm i don't really remember what they say in interviews... but i was pretty suprised by how Ruki feels towards love in one of his interviews... such expectations o.o

43. If you could become one of the members for a day, who would you become and why?
ehh i think Uruha... he seems like a really nice laid-back kind of guy... though i don't know about the drinking.. haha...

44. If the world ceased to exist tomorrow, which member would you like to spend your last day with?
mmm, i think Reita... or Aoi?  i'm not sure

45. Which member would you like to go to karaoke with?
ummm, i think Aoi

46. Which member would you like to go drinking with?
haha i guess Uruha would be the best drinking buddy?

47. Which member would you like to go to an oshare bar with?
i'm sorry but i don't know what that is ;______;

48. Which member would you like to cook for?
i think Reita :D  i would be scared to cook for Kai because he's meant to be pro..

49. Please arrange the members according to who you think would change the most when drunk (least changed to most changed):
you know i actually have no idea... but, somehow i think... Reita, Kai, Ruki, Uruha, Aoi

50. Please arrange the members according to who you think would make the longest telephone calls from shortest to longest:
i'm not sure... i think they'd all make pretty long calls, but...    Uruha, Kai, Ruki, Reita, Aoi

51. If you had to substitute in a Gazette live, which part would you choose to play?
Bass! it sounds too cool...

52. One thing you like about Gazette (physical):
ahh they're so pretty... and they're thin ;______;   haha so jealous

■RUKI SERIES■

53. Your first impression about Ruki:
omfg his hair is strange o.o [Filth in the beauty impression haha]

54. What name do you call him by?
Ruki

55. Are you good at drawing?
um, i think so

56. Have you fallen off of a jungle gym?
haha probably...

57. If Ruki were really your brother, friend, lover etc, how would you feel?
ahh for lover, i would feel as if i have to work hard to meet his expectations... but for a brother or friend... i think he would be really cool

■URUHA SERIES■

58.Your first impression about Uruha:
waaaaah so pretty ^0^

59. What name do you call him by?
Uruha..

60. Did you know at first that his name was pronounced "Uruha"?
yes! though i thought how it sounded like Urahara... [Bleach influence]

61. Do you gargle every day?
no...

62. If Uruha were really your brother, friend, lover etc, how would you feel?
hmm i think it would be nice.. i think conversing with him would be really interesting

■AOI SERIES■

63. Your first impression about Aoi:
he is cool looking! wow lip piercing...

64. What name do you call him by?
Aoi

65. Do you have a lip/navel piercing?
no... they're only cool on other people (:

66. Were you born in the city?
mmm near it..

67. If Aoi were really your brother, friend, lover etc, how would you feel?
waah that would be cool... we'd have so much fun :D   that is, if i wasn't too bothersome a person o.o

■REITA SERIES■

68. Your first impression about Reita:
omigosh it's Cloud! [as in Final Fantasy]

69. What name do you call him by?
Reita

70. What do you call the thing he wears on his nose?
ahh, a noseband

71. Out of the Shinkansen, which do you think is the fastest?
what do you mean? isn't Shinkansen the fastest..? [or is Shinkansen a general name for all fast trains? fail i'm sorry]

72. If Reita were really your brother, friend, lover etc, how would you feel?
wow i think i would be really happy... i would feel safe!

■KAI SERIES■

73. Your first impression about Kai:
wow.. so cute !

74. What name do you call him by?
Kai

75. Are you good at cooking?
i haven't really tried... but i once made custard and apparently it was very good...

76. Where do you think the state of New Jersey is?
um... in america?

77. If Kai were really your brother, friend, lover etc, how would you feel?
waah it would be nice to have such a smiley person around!

---

78. Represent each member with just one or two kanji (if you don't know kanji, describe each member with just one word):
[fails at knowing lots of kanji ;_____;]
1. Ruki - rockstar!
2. Aoi - father... 父
3. Uruha - thoughtful 
4. Kai - happy! 幸
5. Reita - mother... 母

79. Compare each member to an animal:
1. Ruki - dog
2. Aoi - monkey
3. Uruha - cat
4. Kai - rabbit
5. Reita - sheep

80. Compare each member to a colour:
Ruki - gold
Aoi - turquoise
Uruha - purple
Kai - orange
Reita - peach

81. According to you, Gazette is:
the greatest band i have ever been inroduced to with the coolest people ever and the most amazing songs ;______;

82. Your expectations from now on for Gazette:
keep doing your best! but pleeeeease rest sometimes! it's not good to put yourselves under so much pressure! and do so much at a time...

83. Lastly, a word to fellow Dainihon Itan Geisha!
SUPPORT THE BAND AND GIVE THEM ALL YOUR LOVE!        ^3^   ^3^   ^3^

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ummm i took this from puppets_corpse's livejournal (:    ahh is it okay..?

hello (:

today was a good weather kind of day

the kind of day with freezing temperatures that make little clouds when you breath out
and cut at your lungs when you breath in
added in the rainy showers at intervals during the day... win :D

hmm, i guess my stockings were too thin though... but i guess i did okay surviving!

then making a cheat sheet for maths at the library after school... ahh, i hate cheat sheets... with the obvious reasons that it feels like cheating... how does that prepare us for tests where theyre not allowed? so, i did not use a cheat sheet for the last test... but this time, it is measurement... and i am really bad at remembering formulae, so... BUT i will try to not use at as much as possible... but i won't remember the formulae for volume of cylinder, sphere and cone... ehh... but i will try to not do too much cheating!

umm.. i have Flash now! it's very very fun... i love the fact that the lines you draw smooth out... ahh, it's so cool! but i desperately want a tablet... and i can't save stuff as an animated .gif format... it won't work :/ but please look at this attempt i did? though it's not technically good because all i did was trace L... and then trace a random hand for the next frame... [ahh total video converter won't let me convert it to .gif *sobs*]

eru-desu...


ahh... hmm i was going to say something but i- oh yeh... these LUNA SEA songs i have been listening to lately... omg 'Inside You' is such a cool song! though the title makes me think dirtily... it's probably far more innocent than that like... 'inside you there is much kindness?'  nothing dirty, mm?

please listen to it! [i love the beginning!]  [omg esnips became sucky... this format sucks, man!]

okay i can not fin it so please listen to gravity instead (:  [ahh look for Inside You anyway if you want! seriously it is COOL!]






ummm hmm... the other day.. i was listening to STACKED RUBBISH songs... and so Filth in the beauty... and i realised that it [the title "Filth in the beauty"] could be interpreted in a really dirty way!  ;______;       but i won't go in to details..  though i guess many people figured it out before?



ohh~  in other stuff [actually, the main thing i wanted to gloat talk about was... that... well, through awesome connections of Slovak people... yeh, this lady that we know gave me a yukata that she thought of throwing out :D

so yeh i'm super happy/excited haha... but yeh i have to be super cool first and look up how to wear it... on the internets!  but it doesn't have an obi with it... only a, as it is called, koshi himo sash.  but yeh... i thought, ehhh, why don't i make my own obi somehow? even though i can't find instructions on the internet... i guess i could buy one... but it would be expensive ;______;   ahh, but i can't complain... i have a yukata, so i am happy haha...


ummm... haha, hear about that SMAP member running around drunk and naked? o.o     people do such strange things when they are drunk...


ehhh... done







ohemgeeee... i LOL at REITA!!! :D :D :D  

o yeh... i forgot something...


did you know?  that Reita has a COOL KANJI NAME!??    玲汰  it's quite pretty isn't it? ehh and it means... [according to Rikaichan dictionary thing] 玲 = sound of jewels and  汰 = luxury, select
[okay i bet you all knee Reita had a cool kanji name.. i'm sorry that i'm slow D:]




i'm sorry... but... that is just... really, really cute o.o     kyaaah~   Uruha lol...








win...   person who captioned this wins...  bwahahah Kai's expression win..

ehhh... long time no blog? not really... but yes ehh... 12 days since the last one O:

well, i have reasons this time!

because my super awesome buddy came to visit for a week (:   and we had fun! fun fun fun! 

it prompted me to make an inexcusable amount of lame jokes :x   but, we were amused ^______^

yes, our ramen fun! and market fun! and and... hahaha sitting down DDR fun... (:    TSUGARU! hehe... fun ^_______^
ahh... what other fun?  failblog.com fun.... gazette youtube video watching fun.... fmylife.com fun... fun fun fun!

staying up till 4:30  and 2:30 and 1:00!   yes, the one o'clock sleeping time was 'early' due to the fact that we woke up at 6:30 the next day... to go on early morning city adventures!   ignoring my complaining  the whole day of 'i'm about to fall over D: D: D:'   and  ahhh i owe her like... $8.10 ._____.    yay Monokuro Boo wallet~   and Purikura... puri puri puri  kura!   <--- hmm i dunno

eeeh... well yes then it was sad to part ):   *sobs*   [woah that was like the first time that i caught the train alone]  BUT WE HAVE MATCHING TIES! isn't that cool? i finally have a tie!  and yeh i wore it one day to this Slovak thing... and everyone said it was cool :D   yay ties!

ahh... OMIGOD WE WATCHED KUNG-FU HUSTLE AND SHANGHAI NOON!  okay.. we have seen Shanghai Noon before... but we had to watch it again because it is so cool!!!
and my friend say Kung-fu Hustle before.. but i had not!   oh my god it was spectacular! Stephen Chow is so cool... [but ahh his character's moustache disappeared at the end D:   he looked cooler with the moustache...]
and woah the land lady... haha she is so cool! and her husband is so amusing...  



ahh guess what! i lost interest in Pet Society... mmm... haven't been on it for almost 2 weeks ;______; [excluding today]... it was only a matter of time... BUT my mummy brought home coloured paper :D   so my crane making goes on! <---- that is related to that topic because of the 'losing interest thing'

hmm, i have started drinking lots of milk again... haha, good yet so fattening? but full cream is yummy...
ehh, last time i went on a milk binge thing was when i loved Black Cat...  Train Heartnet and his milk drinking! ahh, his milk song was so cool... hmm, my buddy and my always bought milk at the school in the morning haha...

White milk, red milk
Yellow milk is, oh! so bad!
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh~
It's our milk festival!

obviously it sounds better in Japanese... i will try find the song on youtube


[teh lulz]


hmm, today i was thinking about how refusing to answer a question basically means yes anyway...
well, example, if someone asks 'did you eat the last pineapple ring?' the answer received might be 'i refuse to answer that question!' well, basically they are saying yes... ah, well the way i see it... a person would only refuse to answer a question if it had a bad impact on them... i mean, most people would probably not refuse to answer a question if it proved their innocence or was advantageous for them?
[okay i'm sorry for this next odd example, but it just sticks in my mind... from Haruki Murakami's book 'After Dark'] a female character asks something like... 'you don't have to answer this... but, did you sleep with my sister?'  the character replies with something like 'if i said i didn't want to answer, wouldn't that just be the same as saying yes? so either way, i have to answer it..'    okay my memory is really failed on this, but it went something like that...  so, hmm what are others' opinions on it..?

ah, for english we started reading Romeo and Juliet... hmm i don't know why i am so against reading it... the language isn't as tragically hard to understand as i first thought... or maybe it just has to do with the footnotes providing translations?  ah, i guess i just hate that concept  of how they 'fall in love with each other' when the only thing that happened is that they saw each other! somehow that concept just annoys me lots... i mean, i myself liked people for at least like 4 months before- well yeh i feel lots of spite towards Romeo and Juliet! so much that... ahh.. i am happy they both die?  ahh, horrible person aren't i?  well, just the topic of love bores me... [that type of love... friend love is cool (:]  

which reminds me... we have some English assignment thing on love... find about 10 poems/songs on love... well, naturally that bit made me kind of happy because it gave me an excuse to search up GazettE song lyrics [tranlations obviously]... so far, i thought that i must have Wakaremichi and Uzuku Aza to Yugamu Ura!  the first because, well.. classic GazettE song! and it is all melancholy... and the latter because it's a kind of distorted strange love... and i think that's really cool! that distortedness...   hmm, with amusement i also thought to choose Sugar Pain or Filth in the Beauty haha... to frighten my teacher?

well yes.. other suggestions please? i need about 5... the others need to be poems.. bleh~


hmm talking about distorted things... [train of thought win~] um, well distorted things are cool... especially fairy tales! woah some original fairy tales are so much cooler than their modern versions... filled with all this gruesome stuff... like, in original Cinderella, one evil stepsister cut up her heel to fit in the glass slipper, and the other cut off her toes... or in Sleeping Beauty... she was raped by the prince while she slept! and then she awoke to the fact that one of the twins she gave birth to while sleeping had dislodged the flax from under her finger which made her sleep [instead of the needle prick, she got flas stuck under her fingernail]...
please do not think of me as a sick person for liking this stuff... but seriously, they interest me... the distorted, not-so-sickeningly-happy-ending thing is really cool
um, apparently there is a book to do with those original fairytales?  The Book of Lost Things... [yay i borrowed it]
recently i have really started liking crime/horror stuff (:   The Kindaichi Case Files is really cool... and hmm i want to try reading Sherlock Holmes books...    ehh, Stephen King books kind of bored me...

ahh the libraries here don't have enough Ryu Murakami books D:   and he is so cool... ahh, the library sucks... and i can't find his books in book stores... ):     but i will keep looking! omg so cool...


ehh... i forgot what i was going to write about... hmm computer was stolen again as i ate dinner... nyaaaah D:



ehh... what was i going to talk about... hmm, i watched Good News Week... oh my gosh it was funny!  haha that guy... Jason Byrne? his miming... it was so funny... and haha the host... Paul? something... haha omg dirty! dirty! but so funny... ahhh lol~

hmm, tomorrow i have a humanities test... 'between the wars' ... neee~

we half yearly exams :D  its soo~ cool... its just like Persona 3!  yes, i am comparing it to a game.. but its good that i'm looking forward to exams, no?

well, uh, yeh i finished (: no wait...

ahh my mp3 player broke D:   im sad... BUT we got a walkman... from somewhere... [a CD player, not a cool phone] and yeh... the bass... is... AWESOME!  i always have it on full bass...its so so so so cool! waaaah~ the sound quality is so so good~~~!   its awesome.. though fails at size... can't subtly listen to in class... :/  but yeh, i still think its super cool... and yeh im really done now~


hello this is an edit (:   i was listening to NIL music on the walkman cd player thing... and... The End... does that have ALL the members of the GazettE speaking in it?  because i could SWEAR that I heard Uruha's voice in the right headphone repeating words! i am serious! will someone clarify this for me? because it's making me really obsessive with that 'song'... SE  [i'm sorry im dumb... but what does SE stand for?]




okay i must say... when i first saw this picture... it made me laugh... LOTS!  haha seriously it is so amusing :D





aren't they cool :D






:D :D :D



haha Ruki in the background...   and Aoi... chillin' yo

okay okay i had to post this because i just found the most epically spectacular video and song on the internets... the person who made this is an epic genius o.o

ahh... youtube user called LilFuFuBunniez? haven't watched any of their other videos... but this one is win



FWAHAHA ISN'T IT THE COOLEST THING!!! AND THE SONG IS SO EPIC!

Convenience Store [Conbini] by Brief and Trunks <------ download.. it's. so. COOL!

hmm... listening  to Cyclone by 12012... [wahhh vocalist has a tie...] um and yeh it sounds cool... ahh so many bands which i plan to listen to/listen to more... hmm didn't i mention this once long ago? haha i even have a list... somewhere amongst my files... hmm, yes i know, i am biased towards V-Kei bands because they have such amazing outfits and inspire me to draw stuff... but yes, it's just easier to find V-Kei ones.. but are 12012 V-Kei? they don't look it... maybe just this song? but yes, this song sounds cool...

woah one comment for this other song by 12012 [called 'over'] says the vocalist sounds like a mix of Ruki and Gackt... and he really does! he so does... [in this song]... hmm i first encountered 12012 when i was doing some GazettE quiz on deviantart [haha he boredom...] and one question had a picture of 12012's vocalist and it asked 'is this Ruki's brother?'  and the answer said he was a dude from 12012... so dun dun.. connection?   hmm this PV has a Chizuru feel to it... [the band members standing out in a field?]    wow the vocalist looks cool in Icy ~Cold City~ ... hmm his screams kind of remind me of Kyo's?   must not neglect listening to D:  like how i kinda neglected Ayabie and PENICILLIN... but yeh... will not!!

hmm has anyone noticed how any comment on youtube strikes up some critisism towards the person who made it..? eg it's like 'i heard that this is going to happen with this band' and then you see this giant list of comments replying! like 'no you loser THATS WRONG! you suck, man. *i* would know. i've been the biggest fan ever since they were formed! SINCE BEFORE YOU WERE BORN DUDE!!!' and then comments after like 'wtf you ****wit!' ... but then some say 'dude theyre expressing their opinion! they didnt say it was ANSOLUTELY TRUE... its just what they heard! don't be so loser!' or like 'no one cares how long you've been a fan! you suck. FANDOM FAIL!'  well yeh basically... often they are 1000 times more explicit... well, yeh normally theyre not that drastic to opinions.. normally its more evil flamingness towards comments that say stuff like 'this song sucks man. this band fails. you have to listen to REAL music like __________'  and yeh... god the replies to those are pretty tragic
or there's comments against people who just say stuff like 'omg this band is hot! but that drummer's ugly... *sighs* can't listen to them anymore...' [okay i've never actually read a comment exactly like that.. but you understand] so then people flame them for being an evil fangirl who doesnt care about music and only about how hot they are... or then there are are those people that comment on how some player is not cool at guitar and some technical stuff that no one but people who play guitars would understand...  and yes, well, so sorry that some don't have your expert knowledge on instruments... they still think the guitarist's playing is cool, so what?
ahh it annoys me how some people just look for any reason to put down a commenter and make themselves seem to superior...       and for once wooh i can feel like i'm not being hypocritical because i don't comment on videos.. [ahh not even nice comments like 'this is so awesome! you win a cookie (: ... virtual cookie.. like the ones that are loaded with webpages? you know..']


um, yeh i didnt expect that to be that long haha...


ahhh what else.. hmm just kind of not doing anything forever... ahh i keep procrastinating! well, i want to make more Distress and Coma icons... but then i don't want to... and.. hmm


ahh... i'm so annoyed.. i constantly lose interest in everything i do D: it's always just like.. a 3 day thing or whatever.. well, examples - you know those *1000 cranes*? well, yes, i have been on 138 since February... i haven't even attempted to make a crane since then D: [okay that's a lie, i made some for different purposes... this cool book showed me how to make a crane box and crane chopstick holder and crane chopstick covers and crane envelopes.. etc] and what else.. um, ahh i had a list of stuff in my mind.. oh well... ah! this cool Bomberman game i downloaded... i played it constantly for a few days, and now its just dead again...  mmm and Okami? my PS2 game... well, i played that constantly for weeks I guess... now i haven't touched it for ages... Dawn of the Dragon, i got bored of after 2 days [i got stuck okay, i was waiting for a walkthrough... yes fail gamer], or Persona 3! ahh i played that like everyday.. now its an on off thing... but i'm scared at how close to the end i'm getting... ahh, same situation with Okami i guess... its too cool to finish...  um ahh, Kingdom Hearts was a pretty long obsession... then came along Death Note... then i realised the GazettE were awesome.. so it was an epic battle between Death Note and the GazettE.. until the GazettE won O: ... but yeh for school stuff i always use Death Note stuff... eg  for Multimedia we had to find pictures of something we loved for a slideshow...   yes, i am too self-conscious to let other people see what kind of bands i listen to... i mean, honestly, whenevere anyone sees the GazettE... "they all look like women..are they gay? crossdressers?" [in one situation a friend said that all looked like women except one.. which was Reita... eheh Reita the manly one (:] *sigh* "no, its called Visual Kei" "but are they gay?" "no"... okay, i have to admit... those conversations are kind of [okay i've moved onto another subject...] enjoyable... well, yes it's often like "yes, some members or some bands are very pretty! like Bou of Antic Cafe... or Hizaki of Versailles -Philharmonic Quintet- or Mana of Malice Mizer... but Mana looks woaaaah now... [then...] WANT TO SEE PICTURES?"      it's most fun if they say yes.. (:      even though, in the end, it is futile the prove to them that 'yes the one in the cute dress IS a man', 'no they are NOT GAY!' or 'NO THEY'RE NOT CROSS DRESSERS! THEY ARE AWESOME D:'      okay i guess i bring it on myself.. asking them if they want to see pictures... ahh am i giving Visual Kei a bad name? ahh am i????  okay i will stop.. never ever.. 



hmm i didn't mean to make this entry so long o.o   and opinionated?   and.. rant-y? haha... ahh yes...







kyaah~  don't they all look cool (:





super pro :D




super cute :D

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