If I extend my hand... I want to believe that I can reach it...

eh?

2009-12-18T02:08:58Z

WTF IS WRONG WITH MY JOURNAL

when i post a new entry/edit it all gets SQUISHED TOGETHER INTO ONE THING

AHHHH must fix..

EDIT: oh hai, i've successfully managed to ~~F&*% up~~ destroy my lj entry on the 5 December... *dies*

well, i saved it in Word.. currently i need to rage... lol not really but yeah it failed epically :T

rookie

2009-12-18T02:04:16Z

okay though i posted this in gazette_media already, i am still going to spam my journal with it :3

hai, so this is my work-in-progress of a Dress Up Rookie game~ click on the image to play please~

yeah (: my comments on it are here~ have fun?

on another note, it is Sono's birthday today! *parties*

~~lol camera whore~~

lol Ruki.. *pout*

muddy

2009-11-13T09:29:57Z

i was amazed by this PV

DO NOT WATCH IF YOU CANNOT TOLERATE BLOOD; INTESTINES; SLIGHT NUDITY; various other gorey stuff

Muddy Cult by Nega 「ネガ」

the vocalist seriously reminds me of Sono [Matenrou Opera]... well, just in the PV and in the August issue of Cure..
heh, in Cure he was labelled as 'Vomiter' instead of just 'V' for vocalist...

just spamming with Aoi pictures.. yes, yesterday i experience another burst of love for this cool guy haha

koala

2009-11-04T08:30:11Z

quite sure i died when i saw this ad on tv on Saturday night

there's a freaking REITA COSPLAYER ZOMIGOOOOD *dies* [in RCE outfit] and cool cosplay maids! which i at first were lolitas but anyway...

~~if all their campaigns were like this, i might start caring about koalas..~~

eyyyyy

o tanjoubi o me de tou~ KAI

2009-10-28T07:51:55Z

today.....~ K A I's Birthday!!! (28th of the 10th) so~~~ お誕生日おめでとうございます、戒さん

so yes, another crappy picture! drawn in 15mins yay

ahh i miss old, puffy-haired Kai... thogh obviously yes, i still love his talent/personality... but still miss his hair >_____< hehe hopefully it is just a short phase like Ruki's dreadlocks... i still maintain that Kai is the cute one! not cute with a half bald head!
if he keeps it, i guess it will gradually grow on my like the loss of Aoi's awesome short hair/lip wring... but Aoi's current appearance is once of the best things ever really... heheheh [it's just his RCE hair that i HATE HATE HATED]

he kind of reminds me of Miyavi here... in this picture he actually looks very pretty, but i still miss his fluffy hair

that is Kai isn't it? he looks so cute ^0^

Kai's smile ^0^

how mysterious...

quizzy~

2009-08-20T11:07:29Z

i took this from kunoichihakira ... i hope that is okay? but yuh i was bored =_____=

01. Who was the first J-rock Band you heard?
ah.. Orange Range [courtesy of Bleach lol]

02. Who's the most recent J-rock Band you've heard?
hmm.. I think it might’ve been Dio ~Distraught Overlord~ unless this question refers to a very new band.. :x then, i dunno lol

03. Who's your favorite J-rock Band?
the GazettE~ [you may be able to tell o.o]

04. Name 6 other Bands you Like:
Matenrou Opera; abingdon boys school; DELUHI; Versailles -Philharmonic Quintet-; Plastic Tree; Nightmare

05. Are you a fangirl/boy?
I refuse to be referred to in that way: I am just a fan, and I am just a girl.

06. If yes, of Who?
Aoi~ if you have read some of my lj rants you’ll understand.. :/ and Reita~ neh, isn’t he one of the coolest? Umm… I don’t really know a lot of members from other bands *lol* but I guess Shinya is quite cool.. lol always bullied by Toshiya? Not really sure who is who though .____. [they were olddd videos on youtube] .. I once say a comment by Miyavi o.o woaaaah is he over the top haha… I think Nishikawa Takanori is pretty cool too

07. Do you cosplay?
no.. I don’t particularly look like anyone/am lazy.. plus I’d be scared of ruining them lol..

08. Do you like Dir en grey?
yuh (: but they didn’t make my top 6… haven’t listened to them a lot D: ahh poor Kyo and his failing vocal chords.. please stop smoking

09. What's your favourite DeG song?
ahh there’re a few… The Pledge; Namamekashiki Ansoku, Tamerai ni Hohoemi; Inconvenient Ideal; Glass Skin; Toguro; °C; Red...[em]; The Final; The Domestic Fucker Family; Umbrella; Yokan

10. Do you like visual bands or non-visual bands?
I like both ^______^ but I guess visual bands can be more exciting with the costumes..

11. What's the first J-rock song you heard?
Asterisk [courtesy of Bleach, as with Q 01]

12. What's the last song you heard?
Toguro by the GazettE (:

13. Have you ever been to any J-rock concerts?
no.. *Cries*

14. What would you do if you saw any J-rocker walking down the street in your town?
I’d probably stop.. stare, thinking ‘ehhhh? Seriously???’ then probably fall over or something… maybe if not, I might attempt to run over to them… they'd freak out wouldn't they?

15. Which Jrocker are you most in love/lust with?
I am not in love/lust with any jrocker :/ I just think they are incredibly cool.. i.e. Aoi [of the GazettE]

16. Which three Jrockers would you most love to meet in person (Dead or alive)?
Aoi, Reita aaaand… ehh… I guess Ruki as well… I’m sorry my jrocker knowledge is limited :/ but yeh I know most about these band members so…

17. Three things you would like to say to/ask them?
Aoi: I would just like to declare that it is illegal for you to be so cool.. you have the ‘star’ aura…; would you please sign this *something* for me?; could I please spend 10 hours talking to you? You are so so cool…

Reita: Can I touch your hair? It is AWESOME; could I please spend 13 hours talking to you? I love your voice .___.; ehh… can I has a hug? (: you give off a super ‘safe’ aura…

Ruki: I love your arrogant attitude and how it shows through in some of your music; please show me how to dress fashionably, like Mr Ruki *bows*; I feel proud to be shorter than you… ~~but you have clown feet so that’s weird :/~~

18. Which three Jrockers can you relate to most?
I really have NO idea.. but..   Aoi: childish?;    ehh… Uruha: sometimes just.. COMPLETELY out of sync with the rest of the world;     and then i don't know.. Bou: um, i would dress like that if i could *lol*

19. Which three Jrock songs do you constantly replay?
only three.. ahh.. currently, 13STAIRS [-] 1 by the GazettE; LOST REASON by abingdon boys school; PRINCE by Versailles -Philharmonic Quintet-

20. Do you have any Jrockers as your background?
Versailles -Philharmonic Quintet- ! they’re so pretty.. but poor Jasmine You ;____;

21. Which Jrocker would you most like to get fashion/makeup advice from?
Hizaki! He is incredibly pretty…

22. Do you read Jrock fan fiction?
noooo !   i refuse to support.. "bandcest" as it is called...

23. What is your favourite Jrocker related dream?
I’ve only had one lol.. um, it was of the GazettE in their 2005 Burst into a Blaze outfit.. standing on stage and… being boyband-y? I dunno

24. How many Jrock MP3s do you have?
over 1000 :3

25. And, finally, if you could sleep with any three Jrockers, who would they be?
I refuse to answer this question :/ and if sleeping it would always be non-sexual lol.. more like *safety* I guess? I dunno, I’m not THAT dirty-minded!

as an ending.. um, yeah i realise i haven't posted an actual entry in a while lol o.o yeaahhh... it might be quite long.. but i'd just forget what i want to write.. look forward to it?

i saw this picture today and died from its overwhelming cuteness haha.. so cuuute~

Jasmine

2009-08-10T08:36:08Z

JASMINE YOU DIED???

ARE YOU SERIOUS???

no way D: no waaaay D:

though, i kind of feel stupid writing this, because.. i didn't know much about the members, i didn't yet known what there was to love about them... but even with that, there is... this type of feeling??        with this type of feeling, i'm really scared at what would happen with a member of any band that i really just worship...

but... why would it happen D:            i doubt it is a hoax... i was reading that he had recently been sick..

but..

really would such a thing happen???      i don't know how old he was.. but 20-30?     and i knew he was sick...

but.. this thing doesn't happen!

with that, i cannot begin to imagine what the other band members are feeling.. and his family, the staff members, friends...

ahh, how can i look at my desktop wallpaper without being sad now...

this is what happens in the real world...

[Jasmine You, the bassist of Versailles -Philharmonic Quintet-]

yes, this picture again.. [my desktop] but it really is beautiful...

let's hope for the best for Hizaki, Kamijo, Teru, Yuki, staffs, family friends ):

i really hate the saying Rest in Peace/RIP so i won't say it...

but it's what i'm trying to infer...

i guess i would write it in Japanese but i don't know how accurately the internet will help me...

but i hope this will convey it?   ご冥福を祈ります。 [gomeifuku wo inorimasu]
"We pray for your happiness in the next world"

stairs

2009-08-07T09:56:06Z

A few days ago i thought 'hmm, i should listen to 13STAIRS [-] 1'     because... well, i'm one of those people who listen to newly downloaded songs just like 'blah, not really paying attention...' and well, maybe one might catch my attention and i'll probably listen to it and kind of just ignore the others .______.     so yeah, i wasn't really paying attention to DIM the first time i listened lol... just looking forward to A MOTH UNDER THE SKIN so i listened out for that.. and i read that 13STAIRS was odd so i thought 'ah, whatever i'll listen to that, OGRE, IN THE MIDDLE OF CHAOS and DIM SCENE some other times etc... Shiroki Yuuutsu had captured my attention... and Nakigahara was kind of just... not really taking notice of? but yes, so i listened to 13STAIRS [-] 1 and i really cannot get over at how absolutely amazing it is... Mr Uruha, you have killes my brain with your super super composing... well, today's entry i planned on using to describe some of those songs off DIM... not a review, but just... how i feel about those songs...

HAKURI - i really dislike all the intrumentals except this one and KANSHOKU. hmm, i thought it's quite a cool album beginning, but i was really struck at how similar it sounded to Sa Bir [the intro song to Dir en grey's] UROBOROS.. well, mainly that sound in the background that starts at 0:26 seconds.. i don't know how to describe it, but it is the EXACT same sound as is used in Sa Bir... the.. guitar? [i'm sorry i'm really bad at this >___<] that comes in later on is really nice, but that too reminded me quite a lot of Sa Bir... but i like the way the song fades out, that kind of sound is cool and gives off a vibe that just matches the album's sound..

THE INVISIBLE WALL - the beginning is really really cool... hmm first heard it on the GazettE's OHP... and i really like how the guitars come in after that... and i never really thought Kai's drumming was especially amazing.. but everyone kept saying it, though i'm really bad at picking this type of thing up... but after listening to ut more, the way they're played just sounds really cool in the beginning... and the music is really nice when Ruki starts singing... and i really adore the heavy way the guitars are played... especially at about 0:43 when Ruki starts whispering... and then when he whispers again... and i really love that scream after it... hmm, at first impression i didn't think much of this song.. but now it's just... a nice song, not a favourite though. i don't know, there's something about the way Ruki sings it that just bothers me... ah, and i really love the parade-like drumming after the first chorus.. i think it sounds really cool. Ruki's last note is really nice too... i always love when he holds a note and it kind of wavers... ahh DLN ;______;   .. i don't really like the addition of the female vocals in it though... the end is super cool though with that drumming and then the beginning sound again...

A MOTH UNDER THE SKIN - this.. this song, i have most been looking forward to talking about. one of the things that draws me to it is how arrogant Ruki sounds.. and whenever i listen to it, there is this incredibly strong feeling at how amazing Aoi is for having composed a song as this.. and of course, there is the bassline which is just... wow. the beginning is really wow... the bass, then that record sound, then Ruki comes in and the instruments and it all just sounds really really amazing, and then he sings and the bass comes in... then the guitars come in HEAVILY! this is the type of sound i love; this is what drew me to HOLE and Zetsu ~~and General by Nightmare.~~ it is just the sound i associate Aoi with.. it's a really amazing sound. and then.. then that sound that fades in... it's really amazing.. but i don't know what that is.. is that a guitar sound? i'm sorry i'm so dumb with this type of thing... but that sound is... and then the really have sound comes in again.. like, dun dun... dun dun... [it really reminds me of the beginning to BURIAL APPLICANT.. but then again Aoi wrote that too haha...] and then right before the chorus, the way in which the guitars sound is really really incredible.. i'm just so drawn to that type of sound! i'm sorry my descriptions are so failed.. just 'amazing' 'cool'.. ahh, but yes, the chorus.. THIS is where Ruki sounds so incredibly ARROGANT... and i really just love that so much! well, to me he does... then the bass again.. and the instrumental part.. the heavy guitar sound again! then the way the guitars again.. it reminds me of HOLE... ahhh Aoi is so amazing... ah, obviously all the members are amazing for playing it this way... but why is this song so short? even though the end fades out it still sounds way to abrupt...
but, this song... it just makes me think of a elegant, coy, arrogant woman. she knows she is sought after, she knows you can't... but she winks at you and beckons you towards her, daring you to come find out the secret you desperately want to know, but know you shouldn't...   does that make sense?

LEECH - ahh, i don't think i'll talk about the songs which are on singles already, but, i thought the revamped version sounds really cool; the first time i heard it, i thought it sounded different but i had absolutely no idea what had changed... and i still don't, but i like it more than the original version.

Nakigahara - i don't think i like this song as much as i should.. or as much as it deserves to be loved, and i don't even know why because it really is an amazing song... but, what is that kind of, bubble-like sound that plays in the background at points in the song? especially after Ruki has sung 'sayounara...' it's seems strangely befitting for the song... and, i think those are the favourite parts of the song for me [when Ruki sings sayounara..]. the beautiful sincere way in which he sings it is really amazing, and the way he sings 'namida, namida, namida' is really amazing too... are those the right words even? i hope so... the koto sounds really beautiful played in the parts of the song, but i don't like the female voices, again. ah, then comes the bass solo which i think i look forward to the most... and then after that, the guitar? sound in the background... i love how haunting it is... and the bubble sound again... i'm so technically failed at this ahh... i'm completely ignoring drums aren't i? but, i just can't tell at all with drums... [forgive me Kai]. the piano sounds really beautiful, and then the 'anata no [wo?]....' repetition sounds really nice the way how it's kind of.... more faded than the instruments... is it? that's how it sounds to me... the instruments sound so nice there... but i always think the ending of as pretty poorly done... why does it just cut off in the middle of the line? or is it not meant to be like that...

ERIKA - i really... do not like these interval songs... they make me feel so dirty and frightened.. namely i think it is ERIKA and Shikyuu... i really cannot stand Shikyuu...

HEADACHE MAN - yes this was on the DISTRESS AND COMA single.. i really like this one.. well, i think my liking for it has faltered somewhat... but, i think it's only because it is amongst these songs... to me, it kind of feels like this song is the underdog of the album; it's been looked down upon by the other songs..

Guren - i didn't know this song was revamped until i read about it.. but, i've never really been a giant fan of this song.. it IS nice and everything, but i've never really connected with it that much haha.. well, i guess i did a bit after i saw Ruki sing it on the RCE DVD, but that wasn't really a 'i adore this song' kind of connection... it was really only a surface kind of thing and i got over it in about a week... but with a song like this, i always feel bad about not liking it, like Miseinen and Best Friends.. ah, it's not dislike but more like 'i don't really care if i listen to this song or not' so i normally would skip it if it comes up randomly...

Shikyuu - as i said before.. i absolutely cannot stand this song; the distorted cries of the baby... they just affect me on a different type of level [not saying i'm traumatised or have any direct relation to any traumatic thing]. i think, just because they are distorted.. i think, it's mainly that clock-like sound that plays in the foreground of the song, but as a whole... it's really inhuman, and doesn't sound like anything that should be heard. i worded that really stupidly, but that's what i mean.. sorry i'm so failed at this ._____.

13STAIRS [-] 1 - this song... it is just really... really, so amazing... the heavy way the guitars play in the beginning, then as they continue on, and the 'woaaah' in the background just makes me shiver... the way the guitars play in the whole song is just amazing... 'woooaaaa oaaaa oooooooooooooooooooo oaoaoa' that always sends chills through me... and then he tones it up... Ruki, he is really an amazing singer.. then,.. then.. the heavy sound.. then the group yell, and then the heavy guitars for a while.. that sound is just so amazing... and then the sound during Ruki's singing... then this bit is my favourite how he sings here, the kind of yell-singing, then the really arrogant voice, then how Ruki yells, and the rest of the members [i assume] yell back... then.. THE LAUGH! oh my god.. that laugh, is just really really.. *dies*... then a weird kind of fade out that i just love... then heavy guitar sound again ;_____; love...then my favourite part again... return yell, *arrogant haha*.. then this bit is really really... shiver again... the scream/singing in the foreground and the 'wooaaaaah' in the background... then the sound changes with the various voices of Ruki shouting out obscene things... and then the slow fade out... and those screams.. they really remind me of Kyo..   'woaaaaaaaaaaaah' in the background... i just, really love this song...
the beginning reminds me.. of a dark, empty, musty underground carpark... with that smell; so you know that underground smell? i really love that... and... kind of, like a teenage boy sitting in a corner of it... knees at his chest and face and hands on his knees... and then when the guitars come in heavy, it's like the boy looks up.. and suffers weird visions.. maybe he's been taking drugs..? and he sees all these really dark images... and, well, it kind of works like a story but it didn't quite work out with the song; i think the style of it jumps around too much... but really, Uruha is so amazing for composing such a song... i can't actually even use proper words to expres how i feel about this song.. or, how it impacts me i guess... it's just so amazing...

Kanshoku - this is the only instrumental i like.. but this one is actually quite beautiful, the piano... but, that kind of fade in breathing sound ads that sense of creepiness that the other songs possess.. but, unh, i really like this one, it's nice

Shiroki Yuuutsu - ... it's so kind and gentle... i can't believe that a song can sound so kind... the abrupt way it sounds... that beautiful, beautiful guitar, played so softly... and the singing, so kind... but, in this song.. i really found the way the drums sound beautiful... even they sound gentle... everything about this song is so immensely KIND. the orchestral violins in the background... then Ruki starts whispering.. and the acoustic guitar... there's a bit that sounds Spanish.. so pretty.. and the bass is really kind sounding too... and then Ruki sings.. and when the orchestra comes in strongly... the softer bit... the bass sounds really cool there... then, the guitar solo... it too, it sounds so gentle! chorus again.. ahh, favourite bit coming up soon... well, one of two... here, here... 'yura.. yura, yura'... just how all the instruments stop before he sings that last 'yura' is so.. beautiful.. . and here, the second favourite bit.. it just sends a chill through me when it all just stops, except the violins in the background and then the acoustic guitar comes in with Ruki's soft voice... ah, wow it's just really incredible.. Aoi... again he composed such an amazing song...
it's the most gentle, the most kind person ever... s/he's the person any traumatised child would run to, seek comfort from them, be consoled... s/he would also be able to help, and smile all the way... but inside, there is something dark hiding that they're not going to share, something they can't share, but that will just eat at them, and so, they hide it with a smile and survive on the happiness of others... yet another image i received.

IN THE MIDDLE OF CHAOS - umm, i still don't really think much of this song... i haven't listened to it a lot and i don't think i'll listen to it as i write this, like i did with the other songs. i think it just sounds really American... it reminded my a lot of Green Day when i properly listened to it today. The chorus kind of reminds me of CIRCLE OF SWINDLER.. but generally i don't feel that attached to it... the last three songs of this album don't appeal to me that much.

OGRE - um, i don't really remember what this sounded like.. well, i had the impression that it sounded somewhat like MOB 136 BARS by the way that Ruki sings it, that yelling voice, and i really don't like MOB, so OGRE didn't appeal much to me either...

DIM SCENE - i have to listen to that again because i really don't remember it... wow the beginning is really beautiful with the violin... okay i'm just skipping through this song... um, i guess it's nice but i find it a bit dull.. i guess i haven't listened to it enough... maybe i'll get attached to it later on?

um, sorry about all these useless ramblings... these quite, uninventive descriptions... but, the meanings of A MOTH UNDER THE SKIN, 13STAIRS [-] 1 and Shiroki Yuuutsu have been floating through my mind for a few days now.. so i thought i'd just write them down haha..

EDIT: i know i am such an idiot i forgot about DISTRESS AND COMA... i really loved the first time i heard it, how it had all the orchestral instruments.. it is so cool. i really love when Ruki starts to sing the chorus:
odoru, odoru... i'm sorry i can't be bothered to give my opinion on it now haha... but, i am kind of oover it now, though i really loved it the first time

yes, i know this isn't a real blog entry but i'm not going to continue with this otherwise it would just go on forever.. i mean, even though i don't have a lot of stuff i think i need to mention, i bet i'd remember more things or just trail of with something else, yeah? so it ends here for today :3

Aoi.. looks really cute... [yes, i purposely ignored the other members.. don't ask why, i dunno]

oh wow... that is.. really... really... so cute x___________________x [i want his pants they're so cool...]

[i'm sorry, another manic Aoi phrase... it's like Aoi bipolar.. not really, but you know]

artsy

2009-08-01T12:58:53Z

hello all.. i just wanted to share this picture i've been working on in photoshop today ^_________^

it is of Mr Ruki in a yukata...

here is the sketch...

here is the tabletted/photoshopped version ^_____^

umm, my comments about it and the references for the background and smoke tutorial are here at my dA ^_______^

hope you enjoy :D

ahh while i'm sharing some of my efforts... here is my first tablet-drawn picture.. of Ruki, which i copied off of an icon made made by love-yuu-not

~~seeing as i am talking about stuff i have drawn i will share this meme i have completed on dA... please do it to it's really cool!~~ ~~meeeeeeme~~

more icons (:

2009-07-30T08:30:49Z

[1] DELUHI
[2] Death Note
[15] abingdon boys school
[4] Versailles -Philharmonic Quintet-
[18] the GazettE

Teasers:

☺Credit of Resources!
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s[K]ape:goat @ jmusic50

2009-07-28T10:25:30Z

Subject: DELUHI - s[K]ape:goat [PV]
Progress: 6/50
Teasers:

Happy	Sad	Tears	Hope	Sexy

Funny	Faith	Death	Magical	Love

Thoughts	Silence	Freedom	Kiss	Cool

Hatred	Alone	Imagine	Passion	Truth

21	22	23	24	25

26	27	28	29	30

31	32	33	34	35

36	37	38	39	40

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o tanjoubi o me de tou~ URUHA

2009-06-09T07:31:34Z

today.....~ U R U H A's Birthday!!! (9th of the 6th)    so~~~        お誕生日おめでとうございます、麗さん

wooh picture... which i drew just then in about half an hour =.=   hence the fail d:

tada? hmm i always found his kanji name super hard to write... but i guess it's okay... though here i wrote it too small... ahhh     [lolololol Uruha once forgot how to write his name haha... while making business cards with Ruki? so cute...]

okay, i haven't been motivated to blog lately... well, i wrote up stuff about three days ago... but i stopped... so now it's just in a Word file.. will finish it off soonish maybe? well yeh... i WILL blog! eventually (:

o tanjoubi o me de tou~ REITA

2009-05-27T08:02:19Z

today today today

is... R E I T A's Birthday! (27th of the 5th)      so~~~        お誕生日おめでとうございます、れいたさん

yes! AND

it is exactly 7 weeks until the release of DIM

i present you with my... fan art which i do for each member lol...

okay i think this one turned out well compared to the Aoi and Ruki one... ahh apologies to Mr Ruki and Mr Aoi... for the crappy crappy art... i guess my skills evolved? haha i hope so :x

and just some cool pictures of REITA haha... but not cool in that way... cool in another way?

year book photo Reita O: O: O:

Reita doing push ups d:     hahaha

Reitaaaaa~~ :D

i will properly blog some other time.. can't be bothered today =_______=   except for this reason :D

gazekitties

2009-05-25T06:57:48Z

you know, i'm really excited to post this haha...

YES i have completed... HELLO GAZEKITTIES!    [SILLY GOD DISCO version]

Aoi's outfit gave me heaps of trouble as it always does x_________x      apologies to Mr Aoi Kitty

yes, Reita kitty has... A NOSEBAND! haha... and Aoi kitty has lip piercings but i do not know if you can tell...

hope it is enjoyed?           wait up for my friend's Hyena gazekitties!

next up... ZETSU! or Shiikureta Haru, Kawarenu Haru? umm... i think Zetsu... because Aoi's pants are lolably puffy

uzuku

2009-05-24T04:30:26Z

hello!

i was inspired by the fact that a few people have posted submissions here for a competition in deviantart... so yes, i decided to join the club thing too haha... and submit an image too o.o
~~even though the other submissions are so much cooler .________.~~

song meaning competition for theGazettEclub!

i have chosen... Uzuku Aza to Yugamu Ura!

ummm if you want to know what my interpretations of the picture are... you can read it here!
and if you happen to want to see more artwork haha...here!

abingdon

2009-05-23T11:10:16Z

so i downloaded abingdon boys school's self titled album...

and the songs are REALLY cool

i especially like Dress and ReBirth+ReVerse... and i've already heard Nephilim which is awesome (: and innocent sorrow... but it didnt have blade chord... which is awesome too (:

because of that... a few moments ago i was reading about Takanori Nishikawa [the vocalist of abs, and of... T.M Revolution...] AND i discovered that TMR had hello kitty keychains wearing costumes from some of his pvs o.o so i told my friend... [kane_goto] and she was like.. 'rofl i wish they had GazettE hello kitties...' so i was like.. OMG I WILL DRAW SOME!    and she was like.. ahh i will too!

so we are jointedly [fail word] making hello kitties with GazettE outfits! aren't we cool? (: haha well it will be fun! a long as we don't lose interest... but yes, we're really pumped about this! it's exciting d:

yes, i have listed all [i assume] GazettE PVs!!! ahh we're going to have trouble with the really old ones .______.   we'll probably skip them haha... but yes, i will start with SILLY GOD DISCO, she, with Hyena! so look forward to it!

this is our template..

~~personally, i don't like hello kitty haha...~~

umm yes a short blog O:   because this project was the only reason i blogged... haha i will blog with more informative stuff next time (:

lol didn't think i'd post SILLY GOD DISCO and Hyena pictures didya? (:

psychederic

2009-05-22T10:34:31Z

you know how i sad i would post Psychederic Heroine kanji? well i will do it now...

but OMIGOD FIRST

WHAT THE HECK IS UP WITH ALL THE ADS????

ON EVERY WEBSITE!!!

*suprise her with a bigger penis*

*buy this viagra*

*suprise her! suprise her!*

*add inches now! now! noooooow~*

omigod faaaaar out D: D: D:    those ads are just

so damn annoying!!!! asdhwa;dfh*%O)&^ DEBWfwf!!!!!!

i'm sorry no one needed to see that but :/    :/    :/

well today it was Friday and i didn't go to school because we have lawn bowls and i didn't want to go and i had cough anyway and i had no voice this morning and it was cool and i asked my mum if i could stay home and she said 'whatevs' (:     <----- not actually 'whatevs' but close enough haha...

okay i must sound really spoiled and bla because i just didn't go to school when i didn't feel like it... but seriously! friday is pretty useless... humanities was probably the only worthwhile subject haha... maths is trigonometry and my teacher is stupid... and then i have double Japanese which i can learn any time (:   and pe is... yucky

but yes today was the first time i missed school for pure dislike! excluding the swimming carnival day i missed due to the fact that there were no classes that day haha...

but yes i present you with Psychederic Heroine kanji [finally]

PSYCHEDERIC HEROINE    (:

ストロベリーの白い煙香るplaceは時に
吐き気もすれば理性もぶっ飛び星も瞬く

辺りは解く焦げ目のついた裸体が異臭を放ち

地べたに這う豚のようさ甲高い声で笑う

原色の花で着飾るGLAMOROUS

長い爪で手招くBLACK GLAMOROUS

灰色の髪　　蛍光色の園

孤独を埋める其処は楽園と

床に散らばる禁断を

君は安息と見間違えて染まう

踊るよ２４から０７まで

うねる腰黒いバレリーナ

舌先に預けたカプセルを

噛み砕けばhydra drive

スクリーンに映し出された

渦巻く空間に吸い込まれそうで

抜け出せずまた繰り返す

その哀れさが君を支えてるのだろう

踊るよ２４から０７まで

うねる腰黒いバレリーナ

舌先に預けたカプセルを

噛み砕けばhydra drive

途切れずに２４から０７まで

踊り狂う黒いバレリーナ

アルコールで流すカプセルが

明日を繋ぐ筈も無い

ahh i wish i knew how to translate it... i read translations on someone's lj (: very cool...

i like the line 踊るよ２４から０７まで [odoruyo 24 kara 07 made]    haha and it's the only line i understand... "dance from 24 until 07"   :D     it's cool...

see this entry was short (:       IT'S YOU WIN!

he's so passionate ;_______;     Ruki win at life

okay i feel like i might've posted this picture before but i don't remember T____________T they're pretty (:
Cassis?

meme~

2009-05-09T23:46:33Z

Hello this is what i do when i am bored (: (: (:

aaand~ i was not neglectful the past week! i was holidaying in... City K [the k has nothing to do with the city name]

GAZETTE MEME THING.

1. Name
i'd rather not disclose that (: but it begins with an S.. haha informative

2. Birthplace
somewhere... in... Europe!

3. How long have you been a Gazette fan?
ehhh... all together i guess... 1 1/2 years? i only REALLY started adoring them beginning of last year...

4. How did you first come across Gazette?
ehh an aquaintance told me about them... [eternally grateful .______.] <--- introduction to VK

5. Who's your favourite member?
A O I

6. What do you like about your favourite member:
ahh so funny, so dorky, so childish, so kind to the others? [treating them to food :D] so so so.. HARD WORKING! he needs to rest sometimes D: he is just such a cool person.. such a cool cool person!

7. Something you don't know, but would like to know about that member:
hmm, i really don't know... ehhh... well, i guess a light hearted type of thing, not anything really too deep because i prefer something simpler like... do you like DDR! [as a fail example ahaha...]

8. Which of the members have you written letters or fanmail to?
ahh none.. i would prefer to know more Japanese before i sent them... even if English would be translated

9. Something about you that changed when you became a fan of Gazette:
haha, i started adoring rock music... i used to only like the stuff on radio.. which was pop/pop rock

10. Your favourite Gazette song and why:
ehh there's so many... i'll list a *few*
Toguro - i love Ruki's voice in it... haunting and beautiful... and the bits that sounds like chanting.. wow~
Gentle Lie - it's such a beautiful and sad song... especially the chorus..
Cockroach - ahh i love the chorus... and the intensity of it! i really like the lyrics as well..
Uzuku Aza to Yugamu Ura - the concept of the song is really cool! and i love the chorus, and that end..
Zetsu - it's so catchy! and 50ish seconds into the song... that bit always makes me shiver.. so cool..
Shichigatsu Youka - ahh such a sad and beautiful song...
Wakaremichi [original] - ahh such a beautiful melancholic song.. and Ruki's voice is so cute...

11. The song you'd like to hear most at lives:
i would really like to hear Zetsu!! and Toguro... Uzuku Aza to yugamu Ura, Shichigatsu Youka.. Last Bouquet, and i think Sentimental ni Onigokko would be pretty cool...

12. The song you listen to when you feel down or sad:
ahh probably Defective Tragedy

13. When you are ill, the song that makes you feel better:
haha probably all of them.. i don't have specific ones for sickness...

14. The song you listen to when you are happy:
Ganges ni Akai Bara! ahh, Kantou Dogeza Kumiai... Discharge [haha].. well, it doesn't really matter which song

15. The song which influenced you the most:
um, meaning what by influence? i guess Wakaremichi somehow influenced me? i really don't understand this question that well haha ._______.

16. The first Gazette song you ever heard:
omigosh Filth in the beauty o.o

17. Is there a song you can sing perfectly without having to look at the lyrics?
haha Agony... just because it's all in English [fail] and Headache Man! almost perfectly with Leech and Wakaremichi...

18. A Gazette song you'd like to sing at Karaoke:
um... Agony actually... all the rapping is so cool.. and Ganges ni Akai Bara even though i cant sing that fast

19. Have you seen Gazette live?
ahh i wish ;______;

20. If you have, what were your thoughts? If you haven't, are you planning on attending a live and how?
i do plan to attend a live! one day... i will fly to Japan! one day... unlikely as it is for them to come here haha

21. At violent Gazette lives, where do you always stand? Or if you haven't been, where would you like to stand?
ehh, like i would know..

22. What style do you (or would you like to) attend Gazette lives in? (Clothes, make-up, etc)
um i guess i would come as *me*... comfortable clothing? i don't wear make-up... ehhh, i guess wearing black would be pretty boring seeing as most people do.. so, red? white? haha to match with the atmosphere...

23. Name a few necesseties for attending a Gazette live:
um.. [guessing] water? ahh, a change of clothes for afterwards? getting sweaty o.o

24. Do you (or would you) always fill out the after-live questionnaire?
i wouldn't know...

25. Something you've started collecting because of Gazette:
um, nothing... i'm not really a collector haha.. but i would love to collect their merchandise.. and CDs..

26. Which Gazette costume series do you like most?
um.. i think Hyena!

27. One item you like in Gazette's goods range: (Or if you don't own any, one thing you'd like to have)
um... i would like the Taro-chan paper clips! haha theyre cute... or the special fan club magazine thing?

28. Your cellphone's ringtone:
Distress and Coma... (:

29. Your cellphone's wallpaper:
Aoi from Heisei Banka photoshoot (:

30. Cellphone strap: manjuu-kun ^3^   aaaand... a little geisha doll..

31. PC wallpaper:
ahh some wallpaper from kagaya wallapaper site (: its very pretty! please look at that site

32. Does your email address have something to do with Gazette?
haha no.. my password does :x   <--- stupid thing to say, no?

33. A place you go to frequently:
um... school?

34. Your favourite shop:
ehh.. i don't know i don't really have one.. though i miss Kinokuniya haha

35. Your favourite CD shop:
i don't have one...

36. A magazine you read frequently:
i don't read magazines

37. Recommended CD:
NIL (:   [the GazettE]

38: Do you have pets?
ehhh, do siblings count?

39. Do you visit the Gazette OHP frequently? Which page within do you visit the most?
yes i do! it's very cool... um, i often go to the News page..

40. An artist other than Gazette who you think is noteworthy:
Matenrou Opera, Dir en grey, Plastic Tree, LUNA SEA, Versailles -Philharmonic Quintet-, DELUHI (: (: (: [ahh i know it only said one...]

41. An artist you like out of those signed to PS Company:
Kagrra, !

42. A member whose words you were surprised by: (in a magazine article, MC, radio show etc)
umm i don't really remember what they say in interviews... but i was pretty suprised by how Ruki feels towards love in one of his interviews... such expectations o.o

43. If you could become one of the members for a day, who would you become and why?
ehh i think Uruha... he seems like a really nice laid-back kind of guy... though i don't know about the drinking.. haha...

44. If the world ceased to exist tomorrow, which member would you like to spend your last day with?
mmm, i think Reita... or Aoi? i'm not sure

45. Which member would you like to go to karaoke with?
ummm, i think Aoi

46. Which member would you like to go drinking with?
haha i guess Uruha would be the best drinking buddy?

47. Which member would you like to go to an oshare bar with?
i'm sorry but i don't know what that is ;______;

48. Which member would you like to cook for?
i think Reita :D i would be scared to cook for Kai because he's meant to be pro..

49. Please arrange the members according to who you think would change the most when drunk (least changed to most changed):
you know i actually have no idea... but, somehow i think... Reita, Kai, Ruki, Uruha, Aoi

50. Please arrange the members according to who you think would make the longest telephone calls from shortest to longest:
i'm not sure... i think they'd all make pretty long calls, but...    Uruha, Kai, Ruki, Reita, Aoi

51. If you had to substitute in a Gazette live, which part would you choose to play?
Bass! it sounds too cool...

52. One thing you like about Gazette (physical):
ahh they're so pretty... and they're thin ;______;   haha so jealous

■RUKI SERIES■

53. Your first impression about Ruki:
omfg his hair is strange o.o [Filth in the beauty impression haha]

54. What name do you call him by?
Ruki

55. Are you good at drawing?
um, i think so

56. Have you fallen off of a jungle gym?
haha probably...

57. If Ruki were really your brother, friend, lover etc, how would you feel?
ahh for lover, i would feel as if i have to work hard to meet his expectations... but for a brother or friend... i think he would be really cool

■URUHA SERIES■

58.Your first impression about Uruha:
waaaaah so pretty ^0^

59. What name do you call him by?
Uruha..

60. Did you know at first that his name was pronounced "Uruha"?
yes! though i thought how it sounded like Urahara... [Bleach influence]

61. Do you gargle every day?
no...

62. If Uruha were really your brother, friend, lover etc, how would you feel?
hmm i think it would be nice.. i think conversing with him would be really interesting

■AOI SERIES■

63. Your first impression about Aoi:
he is cool looking! wow lip piercing...

64. What name do you call him by?
Aoi

65. Do you have a lip/navel piercing?
no... they're only cool on other people (:

66. Were you born in the city?
mmm near it..

67. If Aoi were really your brother, friend, lover etc, how would you feel?
waah that would be cool... we'd have so much fun :D   that is, if i wasn't too bothersome a person o.o

■REITA SERIES■

68. Your first impression about Reita:
omigosh it's Cloud! [as in Final Fantasy]

69. What name do you call him by?
Reita

70. What do you call the thing he wears on his nose?
ahh, a noseband

71. Out of the Shinkansen, which do you think is the fastest?
what do you mean? isn't Shinkansen the fastest..? [or is Shinkansen a general name for all fast trains? fail i'm sorry]

72. If Reita were really your brother, friend, lover etc, how would you feel?
wow i think i would be really happy... i would feel safe!

■KAI SERIES■

73. Your first impression about Kai:
wow.. so cute !

74. What name do you call him by?
Kai

75. Are you good at cooking?
i haven't really tried... but i once made custard and apparently it was very good...

76. Where do you think the state of New Jersey is?
um... in america?

77. If Kai were really your brother, friend, lover etc, how would you feel?
waah it would be nice to have such a smiley person around!

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78. Represent each member with just one or two kanji (if you don't know kanji, describe each member with just one word):
[fails at knowing lots of kanji ;_____;]
1. Ruki - rockstar!
2. Aoi - father... 父
3. Uruha - thoughtful
4. Kai - happy! 幸
5. Reita - mother... 母

79. Compare each member to an animal:
1. Ruki - dog
2. Aoi - monkey
3. Uruha - cat
4. Kai - rabbit
5. Reita - sheep

80. Compare each member to a colour:
Ruki - gold
Aoi - turquoise
Uruha - purple
Kai - orange
Reita - peach

81. According to you, Gazette is:
the greatest band i have ever been inroduced to with the coolest people ever and the most amazing songs ;______;

82. Your expectations from now on for Gazette:
keep doing your best! but pleeeeease rest sometimes! it's not good to put yourselves under so much pressure! and do so much at a time...

83. Lastly, a word to fellow Dainihon Itan Geisha!
SUPPORT THE BAND AND GIVE THEM ALL YOUR LOVE!    ^3^ ^3^ ^3^

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ummm i took this from puppets_corpse's livejournal (:    ahh is it okay..?

conbini

2009-04-11T08:27:36Z

okay okay i had to post this because i just found the most epically spectacular video and song on the internets... the person who made this is an epic genius o.o

ahh... youtube user called LilFuFuBunniez? haven't watched any of their other videos... but this one is win

FWAHAHA ISN'T IT THE COOLEST THING!!! AND THE SONG IS SO EPIC!

Convenience Store [Conbini] by Brief and Trunks <------ download.. it's. so. COOL!

hmm attempting to listen to 【_Vani;lla】 .... they look really really really cool! hmm because i found this cool site and saw various interesting V-Kei bands i might be interested in listening too? from... visunavi

hmm... listening to Cyclone by 12012... [wahhh vocalist has a tie...] um and yeh it sounds cool... ahh so many bands which i plan to listen to/listen to more... hmm didn't i mention this once long ago? haha i even have a list... somewhere amongst my files... hmm, yes i know, i am biased towards V-Kei bands because they have such amazing outfits and inspire me to draw stuff... but yes, it's just easier to find V-Kei ones.. but are 12012 V-Kei? they don't look it... maybe just this song? but yes, this song sounds cool...

woah one comment for this other song by 12012 [called 'over'] says the vocalist sounds like a mix of Ruki and Gackt... and he really does! he so does... [in this song]... hmm i first encountered 12012 when i was doing some GazettE quiz on deviantart [haha he boredom...] and one question had a picture of 12012's vocalist and it asked 'is this Ruki's brother?' and the answer said he was a dude from 12012... so dun dun.. connection? hmm this PV has a Chizuru feel to it... [the band members standing out in a field?]    wow the vocalist looks cool in Icy ~Cold City~ ... hmm his screams kind of remind me of Kyo's? must not neglect listening to D: like how i kinda neglected Ayabie and PENICILLIN... but yeh... will not!!

hmm has anyone noticed how any comment on youtube strikes up some critisism towards the person who made it..? eg it's like 'i heard that this is going to happen with this band' and then you see this giant list of comments replying! like 'no you loser THATS WRONG! you suck, man. *i* would know. i've been the biggest fan ever since they were formed! SINCE BEFORE YOU WERE BORN DUDE!!!' and then comments after like 'wtf you ****wit!' ... but then some say 'dude theyre expressing their opinion! they didnt say it was ANSOLUTELY TRUE... its just what they heard! don't be so loser!' or like 'no one cares how long you've been a fan! you suck. FANDOM FAIL!' well yeh basically... often they are 1000 times more explicit... well, yeh normally theyre not that drastic to opinions.. normally its more evil flamingness towards comments that say stuff like 'this song sucks man. this band fails. you have to listen to REAL music like __________' and yeh... god the replies to those are pretty tragic
or there's comments against people who just say stuff like 'omg this band is hot! but that drummer's ugly... *sighs* can't listen to them anymore...' [okay i've never actually read a comment exactly like that.. but you understand] so then people flame them for being an evil fangirl who doesnt care about music and only about how hot they are... or then there are are those people that comment on how some player is not cool at guitar and some technical stuff that no one but people who play guitars would understand... and yes, well, so sorry that some don't have your expert knowledge on instruments... they still think the guitarist's playing is cool, so what?
ahh it annoys me how some people just look for any reason to put down a commenter and make themselves seem to superior...       and for once wooh i can feel like i'm not being hypocritical because i don't comment on videos.. [ahh not even nice comments like 'this is so awesome! you win a cookie (: ... virtual cookie.. like the ones that are loaded with webpages? you know..']

um, yeh i didnt expect that to be that long haha...

ahhh what else.. hmm just kind of not doing anything forever... ahh i keep procrastinating! well, i want to make more Distress and Coma icons... but then i don't want to... and.. hmm

ahh... i'm so annoyed.. i constantly lose interest in everything i do D: it's always just like.. a 3 day thing or whatever.. well, examples - you know those *1000 cranes*? well, yes, i have been on 138 since February... i haven't even attempted to make a crane since then D: [okay that's a lie, i made some for different purposes... this cool book showed me how to make a crane box and crane chopstick holder and crane chopstick covers and crane envelopes.. etc] and what else.. um, ahh i had a list of stuff in my mind.. oh well... ah! this cool Bomberman game i downloaded... i played it constantly for a few days, and now its just dead again... mmm and Okami? my PS2 game... well, i played that constantly for weeks I guess... now i haven't touched it for ages... Dawn of the Dragon, i got bored of after 2 days [i got stuck okay, i was waiting for a walkthrough... yes fail gamer], or Persona 3! ahh i played that like everyday.. now its an on off thing... but i'm scared at how close to the end i'm getting... ahh, same situation with Okami i guess... its too cool to finish... um ahh, Kingdom Hearts was a pretty long obsession... then came along Death Note... then i realised the GazettE were awesome.. so it was an epic battle between Death Note and the GazettE.. until the GazettE won O: ... but yeh for school stuff i always use Death Note stuff... eg for Multimedia we had to find pictures of something we loved for a slideshow... yes, i am too self-conscious to let other people see what kind of bands i listen to... i mean, honestly, whenevere anyone sees the GazettE... "they all look like women..are they gay? crossdressers?" [in one situation a friend said that all looked like women except one.. which was Reita... eheh Reita the manly one (:] *sigh* "no, its called Visual Kei" "but are they gay?" "no"... okay, i have to admit... those conversations are kind of [okay i've moved onto another subject...] enjoyable... well, yes it's often like "yes, some members or some bands are very pretty! like Bou of Antic Cafe... or Hizaki of Versailles -Philharmonic Quintet- or Mana of Malice Mizer... but Mana looks woaaaah now... [then...] WANT TO SEE PICTURES?"    it's most fun if they say yes.. (:      even though, in the end, it is futile the prove to them that 'yes the one in the cute dress IS a man', 'no they are NOT GAY!' or 'NO THEY'RE NOT CROSS DRESSERS! THEY ARE AWESOME D:'    okay i guess i bring it on myself.. asking them if they want to see pictures... ahh am i giving Visual Kei a bad name? ahh am i???? okay i will stop.. never ever..

hmm i didn't mean to make this entry so long o.o   and opinionated?   and.. rant-y? haha... ahh yes...

kyaah~ don't they all look cool (:

super pro :D

super cute :D

Distress and Coma [PV] ~ jmusic50

2009-04-05T11:12:33Z

Subject: the Gazette - Distress and Coma [PV]
Progress: 7/50
Teasers:

Happy	Sad	Tears	Hope	Sexy

Funny	Faith	Death	Magical	Love

Thoughts	Silence	Freedom	Kiss	Cool

Hatred	Alone	Imagine	Passion	Truth

21	22	23	24	25

26	27	28	29	30

31	32	33	34	35

36	37	38	39	40

41	42	43	44	45

46	47	48	49	50

☺Credit of Resources!
☺Comments are loved :D
☺Credit is greatly appreciated :D
☺Hotlinking = NO!!! D:

graffikz

2009-03-26T11:12:35Z

hello i bring you icons :D

because Ruki has awesome photos...
because i found awesome other photos...
because thank you to people who made suggestions towards my shirt design :D

*in the end the Ruki one was chosen (: thank you for your opinions :D

GazettE [22 icons]

Teeeeeasers:

☺Credit of Resources!
☺Comments are loved :D
☺Credit is greatly appreciated :D
☺Hotlinking = NO!!! D:

yesterday

2009-03-25T21:00:36Z

it was yesterday :D

the [official] release of DISTRESS and COMA + Acedia

and i wasn't here to blog about it :/

so it is here today... before i leave for school in 15 minutes...

look forward to a more complete entry later today/some other day

(:

kya~ Ruki you look cool (that is Ruki yes?)

help? (:

2009-03-17T09:17:01Z

o hay gaiz! <---- haha that was my friend's personal message on msn once... it made me lol (:

well yes, its almost upon us! the release of Distress and Coma single and Acedia! (is that spelt right?)

um, no blogging for a week? who knows why... (ooh pick me i do!) ahh.. yes.

well, basically i need to make a choice for my multimedia shirt design... yes, it includes the GazettE... suspect as much, no?

well, ahh, i have 3 choices... haha please help me choose if you want (: though by the time i read this again i will probably have had to have submitted one... personally i think the Ruki one... though i would prefer to have Aoi haha...

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see, i am so paranoid that people might take my crap that i watermark it wtf... well, yes now you know my name (:
ahh, well i hope you can tell what it is... and yeh, theyre all kind blurred up because the teacher said if we used a copyrighted image we must distort it... so yeh thats why bla bla bla

if anyone notices... the lyrics are from Distress and Coma? odoru odoru nemureru made odoru... yamanu namida (did i spell that right?)   o yeh i just noticed this copy is dead x______x    the lyrics were meant to be going from righ to left in the Japanese fashion... ahh must edit D:
wait i noticed again... IT WORKED ON THE AOI ONE o.o    well, that's what i want it to look like eheh..

yes basically this is just an entry in honour of my making a shirt (ahh what a selfish journal entry this is ....   i will be more blogative tomorrow (:   ahh... i have to finish off Japanese... and i have a maths test tomorrow...)

um yeh i have exciting things to talk about... not really but OMIGOD HAS ANYONE HEARD HEADACHE MAN? IT'S HARDCORE!
i still think i prefer Distress and Coma though... but yeh, need to adjust to Headache Man hehe..

oh yeh and i wanted to talk about cool phrases~ well, they're not actually cool.. i just guess i find them cool.. hmm

you're so cool Ruki.... ^0^     <---- wow i used that face...

kyaha... Uruha (:

haha OMG WIN (:

7 -seven-

2009-03-10T08:58:52Z

ahhh, the times are great, no?

well.. reading the GazettE Neo Genesis Vol. 32 GazettE interview made my day [or night if you want to be literal to the time as when i was reading it]. ahh... the laughter made up for the bad feelings i felt in the days before that... ahh, i don't think i can post the link directly... but it was at ridetherockers    ah, am i allowed to at least post that link?

well... mainly...

ahh, yes... today is the day... 7 -seven- ... the anniversary of the GazettE! today! ahh... i'm sure it would be so cool... to see such a sight as the GazettE's anniversary concert? with its 2 booked halls? wah, so cool!

i present you with this picture i drew like last month... the background was fun :D i could probably never make something like that again... haha feel so proud... i like how glowy it turned out (:

ahh... wow i was distracted over 2 hours ago o.o   but Pet Society was too cool... haha the only reason i go on facebook o.o

ahh yesterday... played soccer o.o   and i hurt all over... ow ow ow... so unfit, ne..

hmm.. ah, the song Sick by Plastic Tree is very nice... all slow and melancholy... though right now it's very hard to be in the mood to talk about that song seeing as Discharge just started playing haha... angry music, hur o.o    "FOLLOW THIS SHIT!"
wow that would make such a cool lj cut link haha... "She is a mother________ fan of myself... raaaaaaaaah" (yeh, i generally try to avoid 'that word'?) i don't know i guess i don't mind it... but for people reading it? yet i say that other word... haha i don't find it as bad... but yes i don't know?

ah, please listen to Sick by Plastic Tree (:

okay i can't find it on esnips ;_______; (can't upload either ahhh) but please listen...

Ahh a little edit before i finish up... okay so i was skipping through songs to find a cool one to put into the Music bit (yes, i do cheat like that) and it came up to Sumin Yaki by Plastic Tree... please listen to that song too!!! i recently dowloaded it... and wow i really think it is cool! it's very very nice!

oh yeh... have i mentioned FLCL? IT IS SO FRIKKIN COOL! IT'S FULLY LOL ABLE! omg i cannot explain how cool it is [again if i already have] it's like epic... though i haven't actually watched any episodes for over a week now ._____. it's stil epically cool... just the wtfness of it all

ahh, Sunday i suddenly felt like watching Dir en grey videos on youtube... and OMIGOD SHINYA'S DOG IS SO DAMN CUTE!!! [well, does he still have that dog? the video was pretty old i guess] but seriously... omigod it was so cute ;______; it was like this white chihuaha? ahh.. what's with rock stars having adorable fluffy dogs? but its good its good.. very good... i will try find a picture... a video would be too much, no?   okay a picture doesn't realy work so we have a video! but i will be nice and put it under a cut (:

um... and haha omg so many cool videos... haha they always tease Shinya... he's the pretty one... but oh my gosh... i read on wikipedia... that Shinya wanted to join Johnny's Entertainment... but didn't know how to o.o and wow he ended up in a hardcore band... ahh can you imagine Shinya prancing around like Kame and Jin and Yamapi and Ryo and all the others .________." scary... plus some of the rumours that surround JE... ahhh...

and yeh omg this one was epic lulz... Die and his... 'kawaii!'

omg the way he says kawaii is just epic lol....

but but... OMG KYO FAINTED ON THE STAGE ONCE!!! it was so scary... i had to watch it like 5 times... i dunno, it just really freaked me out somehow D: ahh poor Kyo...

ahh it's scary how he just... collapses.   but they way they pick him up... ahh it makes him seem so cute and small...

and the band members keep playing... ah, some comments said that Kyo said he was feeling unwell before the live, but told the members to keep playing if he fainted ):   so dedicated.... and yeh apparently Kyo often faints? or he sings while lying on the ground... ahhh...

so yeh, just watched lots of Diru stuff... haha it's amusing when they go to the arcade haha... and Die playing his gameboy... ahh lol.. and the restaurant?

hmm so mean.. it's the GazettE's 7th Anniversary yet i'm just talking about Dir en grey D:   but ah, i guess there was going to be one day when it's not all GazettE talk? yet i chose a day like this... how strange...

ah, now onto a strange? topic i guess... hmm, i was just turning these thoughts over in my mind last night... brought on by a conversation with dimension_gurl...     yes, she was saying how grateful Reita was to his mother for giving birth to him (ahh Reita he's so cute :D)   and then i mentioned how strange it would be that we would not be sad if Reita had not been born because we would never know of his existence, hence not be sad..? ahh the next bit might be really long so it will be under a cut haha...

ahh yes, well.. if Reita had not been born... what would the bassist of the GazettE be like? would he wear a nose band? or have another defining feature? would the GazettE even be? would they be named the GazettE? how different would their songs be? well, we wouldn't have the song Bite to All haha... ahh o no o.o     would the other bass player [assuming we had the GazettE with all the same members besides Reita] give the others that feeling of security? would he be so kind as to always mention everyone's birthdays? make so many amusing jokes? be the manly one [haha]? have such amusing photos with Ruki..? and what would Ma'die Kusse, L'ie:Chris and Kar+te＝zyAnose have been like? hmmm he was with Ruki and Uruha in those... would he have even continued on to join the GazettE? would Ruki and Uruha have continued o.o   ahh so many questions can be asked...

and Uruha and Aoi! again as with Reita... the personality traits, the ex-bands, certain songs composed by them. would the band be so hardcore? or not? would one guitarist be super super blindingly pretty and the other so... so... Aoi-like?

and what about if Ruki had not been born? again, would the GazettE be? and again... Ma'die Kusse, L'ie:Chris, Kar+te＝zyAnose [though he wasn't vocalist for the first 2]... how would the other vocalist have joined the GazettE? ahh what type of voice would he have? would he have as much passion as Ruki? have such harsh topics? wah, maybe he would sing Oshare-type songs o.o   hmm... neck stripes? cool eyes? high standards? strong belief against violence at the concerts? but, would he have stayed vocals? or would he have gone back to drums... and Yune would not be there? so there is a choice of another vocalist...

hmm... and Kai! La'DeathtopiA and Mareydi†Creia... would he be the leader? after Mareydi†Creia... would he have gone to the GazettE? [we assume Yune would have left... it seems he was going deaf anyway] would this drummer be good enough for the GazettE? ahh, would he talk as much o.o [seriously Kai talks so much!] and the rest i

basically it comes down to personality traits, certain songs they composed, and wthere they would've actually got into the band! and whether they named themselves the GazettE... but would 'the band' have even been successful? again, would they be... 'alternate metal' [as wikipedia says] or even.. would the be Visual Kei? hmm... Oshare Kei? how strange...   would they be with PS Company?   ahh so many more questions... branching off into others...

hmm, is it sad that i thought about it like that? well, i guess because I used the GazettE... but basically, i guess that analysis could boil down to any band... but how could you not miss them if they had not been born? it's so strange to think of not being able to miss someone/something you know of...

well, haha -end here-

wow... that was quite enjoyable to write about (:    haha... as fun to read? no..? ._______.

well, i end here with the normal routine of images haha

ahhh Ruki and glasses are the most amazing thing ever ;_______;    wah, i must find this photoshoot via requesting of all the nice people in a community haha...

Reita's coolness is undeniable... (:

Gazerock will live on forever doods :D   (i might've posted this picture before... who cares! it is relevant today!)

icons again!

2009-03-01T09:28:38Z

Hello, this could not be helped haha... what with the posting of the Arena 37°C Special with Aoi .________.

yes i made icons... haha, though they are surely nowhere near as cool as the one's others will most likely post.. and not as plentiful either ._____. ahh, i was kinda lazy.. plus i'm not pro... like those people who can make like 20 icons out of one picture... or 20 variations of an icon... or maybe it just comes back down to laziness? ahh, whatever it is i hope you like them?

scans taken from here!, courtesy of </a></b></a>rawkstarr23 (:

Icons [11] <--- ahh, yes there is a random Reita one at the end

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