today.....~ K A I's Birthday!!! (28th of the 10th)    so~~~        お誕生日おめでとうございます、戒 さん


so yes, another crappy picture! drawn in 15mins yay


ahh i miss old, puffy-haired Kai...   thogh obviously yes, i still love his talent/personality... but still miss his hair >_____<   hehe hopefully it is just a short phase like Ruki's dreadlocks...    i still maintain that Kai is the cute one! not cute with a half bald head!
if he keeps it, i guess it will gradually grow on my like the loss of Aoi's awesome short hair/lip wring... but Aoi's current appearance is once of the best things ever really... heheheh [it's just his RCE hair that i HATE HATE HATED]






he kind of reminds me of Miyavi here...  in this picture he actually looks very pretty, but i still miss his fluffy hair







that is Kai isn't it? he looks so cute ^0^





Kai's smile ^0^






how mysterious...

JASMINE YOU DIED???

ARE YOU SERIOUS???

no way D: no waaaay D:


though, i kind of feel stupid writing this, because.. i didn't know much about the members, i didn't yet known what there was to love about them... but even with that, there is... this type of feeling??        with this type of feeling, i'm really scared at what would happen with a member of any band that i really just worship...


but... why would it happen D:            i doubt it is a hoax... i was reading that he had recently been sick..

but..

really would such a thing happen???      i don't know how old he was.. but 20-30?     and i knew he was sick...

but.. this thing doesn't happen!

with that, i cannot begin to imagine what the other band members are feeling.. and his family, the staff members, friends...



ahh, how can i look at my desktop wallpaper without being sad now...


this is what happens in the real world...




[Jasmine You, the bassist of Versailles -Philharmonic Quintet-]




yes, this picture again.. [my desktop] but it really is beautiful...


let's hope for the best for Hizaki, Kamijo, Teru, Yuki, staffs, family friends ):



i really hate the saying Rest in Peace/RIP so i won't say it...

but it's what i'm trying to infer...

i guess i would write it in Japanese but i don't know how accurately the internet will help me...

but i hope this will convey it?   ご冥福を祈ります。 [gomeifuku wo inorimasu]
"We pray for your happiness in the next world"